We spent some more or less quiet days in Village Barovia. Though maybe too many people of Vallaki had met us there- Rainn's friend Mark was one of them- , we were keeping on our lives, enjoying us and loving us. We met also the little girl Jane. She had been in trouble. She was a friend of hers, so, clearly, I helped her. How we discovered later, though, she needed definitely more help than what I at first believed. She was a bit shrew to reveal the truth to me, I don't even know if Threice knew it at all. As a matter of fact, she told us she was not a ten-year-old-girl but a woman almost our age, whose name was Sylvana. I tried to think about anyone with that name who possibly I could have known but I had no idea. She told us to have been cursed and knowing we had gone through a curse and were fine and still alive, she thought we could be of help to her.
I tapped my lip thoughtfully to let her speak more. I was going to help, anyway, simply because I was sure Threice would have liked us to do it. As a matter of fact, the last thing I wanted to do was to be stuck again in dealing with curses. Moreover, Jane-Sylvana told us where she was cursed: at the orphanage in Vallaki. That meant we should have come back there. I had suggested to Sylvana to seek the help of Vistani, because for sure they could help but she had to win their trust and will to help. But someone told me that one of the women who manage that orphanage was a Vistani as well, and if so it would have been no chance that some other Vistani might have helped. After a while Rera joined us. Little Sylvana is a childish troublemaker. She quarrelled with Rera. I must say that Rera behaved childishly as well. As a matter of fact Threice bored herself of that and simply disappeared. It was night and we were at the marshes. Only maybe for a miracle I managed to fight my way looking for her and succeded to bring in safety Sylvana and Rera.
We waved at them because we needed some time for our own. We are two sociable girls actually, but we don't want to be too stuck in troubles. Our friends seem to be enough troublemakers for us even when it is not needed, and furthermore it seems that troubles follow us as well even if wer are careful. She wore a special and sexy cloth for me, and we shared again our love. While I was sleeping, she went out and bought something for me. After a while she woke me up grinning and trying to hide a small bag. Then she showed it to me. They were cherries, she told me she was quite addicted to them but has also some ideas on how to feed me. The first one was given to me only in a half, the other half was eaten by her. Then, one by one, she simply put every cherry in my mouth. Once she put a bunch of them and almost she choked me. After that we made it again. And later we went to look for troubles again. The fact that no undead or no living being had discovered us making love down there the crypts did not mean we were immortal to dangers or to troubles. But it happened.
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Looking back at all the people or monsters who created problem to us, actually demons, or fiends as I can call them, were not at the top of the list. I was running away from Nairahas but my job for her was quite easy and once I would have met her again I probably would have provided some information to make her happy and let me live for a long while more. We had had problems with demons down on Barovia's crypts, but Threice assured me that Regno, her and some others had resolved it. Actually that problem solving was quite partial. Besides this time we were silly at the same time. I mean, I behave in a way that sometimes can seem smart, but I am perfectly aware I'm not. I have made too many mistakes in my past to confirm this, though experience has taught me much. But there are moments in which Threice and me are a deadly combination of madness. We had found a magical torch. She told me it could be used to find secret passages. She's very good at understanding what hings are for, sure better than me. My idea was that on going down the crypts. I thought so because she told me the place had been polished from evil.
As a matter of fact, what we did not know, or even consider at all, was the problem of that bloody torch which suddenly expired. We thought to look for a way further down. Many demons and nice ladies, and hell cats and dogs, and imps, were against us. We managed most of them. We felt powerful enough to go on. That was our greatest mistake, overestimating ourselves. Unfortunately is something we do so often and I'm beginning to believe it will be part of ourselves for ever. As a matter of fact we died. But our friend Regno with the help of our god Zakhata helped us once again and we could go out with him. We praised Zakhata and wen to rest. I slept so much that I did not find her at my side when I woke up.
When Emilia was teaching me some ways of life, she told me a Darkonian proverb I still remember. It sounds like "Errare humanum est, sed perserverare est diabolicum" and means something like that making mistakes is part of the human condition, but making more than once the same mistakes is devilish. Threice went down there again alone. And met a fiend. She later told me. The fiend wanted to kidnap her and I don't know how she managed to go out. But she promised him to fetch him a powerful priest. Otherwise he could have the power to make her stop loving me. That could not be. We had to solve that matter as soon as possible. She was worried. I had to think to the possibilities. The first one was seeking Regno's help, but we both did not want him to die. That meant we should have gone with him and tried to defeat the fiend. Another option was to flee from Village Barovia. But that was our home and we are quite bored to keep on fleeing from things now that we have settled down. The third option was to go to Vallaki and seek the help of other priests, like those of the Church of Ezra.
I had another reason to go back to Vallaki, actually. It is the period of the year in which I first met Threice. In all this time she has literally covered me in gifts. I know she's rich and on our way back to Vallaki, speaking about Borcan nobility, I understood that in Borca she would have been able to buy a Baroness title. Silly is my Threice. She's finally found a nickname for me, she calls me her Princess. Nobody called me that way. We are not nobles though. And in Barovia I don't think you can buy titles. We could move again to Borca. She should hide there too though, I should have to dye my hair once again and to have them cut, as when I have been in Krezk. The reason I wanted to come back to Vallaki, besides looking for Ezra's help, was to keep in touch with Red Vardo agent Lila. I ordered her something I would have liked to give to Threice.
Ezra's anachorites in Barovia are far different from Borcan ones. In Borca Ezra's cult is a state religion, and that means it's the norm to follow her teachings. And in our trading mind, the precept "help others in order to have their help in future" often means you have to hand them small or large money donations. Here in Barovia they are looking for real believers. I'm not, Threice's not. As a matter of fact, my lies and her pretending to be deadly frightened did not work with them. I thought the priest almost was offended by my hints to give them money to help us. We are followers of Zakhata, though I have not been still initiated. Actually Threice and me are quite doubtful on any god at all, but we could not accept the priest's proposal to make an oath to follow Ezra's cult. She's a witch and we're lovers, something could not be accepted by Ezrite and something which could put us in further troubles if discovered. When many months ago I asked Corporal Zarovan about religions in Barovia she replied me that they have no real power to persecute people. However if you are a believer I think they could do something within their cult. Not safe at all.
Tired and deluded we moved to the Blue Water. There I met Lila. We entered the inn and told Threice to go in a room where I would have followed her. She told me to hurry because she could fall asleep. I had my bargain. Lila handed me the greatest shiny stone I have ever seen and I handed her a bag with some thousand of fangs, maybe half of my whole savings actually. It was worth the price, though. I told her I would have asked for her services again in the future. She told me she knew Threice by name. I frowned. Nevertheless she told me she meant no harm to her. I really wanted to believe her.
I found Threice sleeping. I woke her up, holding the stone in my left hand and behind me. I told her I had something for her. She wanted to know what. I told her to guess and she had three questions to make me to have some hints. She asked "What is it?". I smiled at her and explained what sort of questions should she have made. She asked me if it were something to eat. I replied she possibly could eat it but I was not sure she could like it. Then she asked if it was a big thing. I replied it was small because in my hand but I hoped it to be large enough for her. At last she made me the question I was waiting for "Is it shiny?". I asked her to close her eyes and open her hand, and i handed the cold and big stone in it. When she opened her eyes and saw the diamonds, almost she remained without words. I told her it was only a small thing to remember my love. I told her many things. She was happy, and I was happy too. For a little while we could forget about our demon-problems. She told me she had never seen a so shiny stone. I replied I once sang her she had diamonds on the inside, but I wanted her to keep one also as a memento of her beauty and my love for her. We enojoyed our love once again.
I've woken up now and I'm writing this. I think I have to put down the song so that she can wrap the diamond with it and when looking at it she can read and think about me singing it. Or maybe she can learn to sing it with me, who knows. The song is this:
; I knew a girl
Her name was truth
She was a horrible liar
She couldnt spend one day alone
But she couldnt be satisfied
When you have everything
You have everything to lose
She made herself a bed of nails
And shes planning on putting it to use
But she had diamonds on the inside
She had diamonds on the inside
She had diamonds on the inside
Diamonds
A candle throws its light into the darkness
In a nasty world so shines a good deed
Make sure the fortune that you seek
Is the fortune that you need
Tell me why the first to ask
Is the last to give every time
What you say and do not mean
Follows you close behind
She had diamonds on the inside
She had diamonds on the inside
She wore diamonds on the inside
Diamonds
Diamonds
I will sing to her again. And she will like it. And we'll love each other again and again.
(// Ben Harper, "Diamond on the Inside" for the lyrics)