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‟For after all, the best thing one can do when it is raining is let it rain.„
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IV - Hope As the priest's gentle words caressed the air, her tears flowed freely, a river of emotion unleashed. The mere mention of her parents' names in the ceremony stirred a tumultuous blend of relief and anguish within her soul.
In her heart, she held tight to the belief that her beloved departed ones now rest in the Dawnfather's embrace, a notion comforting yet laden with bittersweet longing. Each flicker of the funeral candles that others had lit, made her more grateful for the people she had found herself with now.
Grief, she discovered, was a complex tapestry, intricately woven into the fabric of her being. It lay dormant at times, a slumbering beast beneath the surface, only to awaken fiercely in the stillness of the night, a nocturnal predator. Yet amidst the darkness, she found solace in the embrace of her companions as more time was spent with them. They truly felt like a beacon of the Lord.
One among them, a fae of unexpected warmth, shattered the barriers of her Barovian prejudice, offering counsel and companionship in equal measure. His presence, like a gentle breeze, eased her fears and ignited within her a newfound courage.
As she lived her days in the Sanctuary, came the challenges she expected. Souls in need of aid and compassion visiting the House of Dawn. And for each, her heart ached. She was helped, and she knew if it was not for that, she would have long perished from this world. Sorinia wanted to do the same by others. She found purpose in offering compassion, a salve for her own wounded heart.
As she traced the faded initials upon her amulet, the ones that belonged to her late-Mother, she mulled over the direction of her life. And the next day, she made the request to become an acolyte. To learn the ways of the Lord, so she could be one day called Dawnbringer. Someone people would know to seek solace from.
She was informed that while she is welcome to walk the path, to be vowed proper when the time comes, His light had to shine through her. Though daunting, she embraced the challenge, recognizing that even in the absence of necessary divine approval, her efforts would not be in vain. For in serving others, she found a purpose greater than herself, a purpose fueled by love. Her mother, would have wanted her to follow this calling.
So that day marked her begin on this path. Sitting with the Dawnbringers, talking with the Light Carriers, and praying. Dutifully, lovingly. None of it felt like a chore. It felt right. Her lands were beset by nightmares. She swore she would not succumb to them, nor let anyone else that she can reach.
And though she knew the attainment of the Morninglord's light was not the foremost goal, a gentle, hopeful thought lingered in her prayers each night, silently pleading for the divine blessing she sought.
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