Ichiro's journal opens, his usual ink writing is more shaky, several drops of blood have dripped onto the thick paper pages. . .
A painful day it has been . . . I joined a large group of people wishing to test their abilities in the lower crypts. At first it was going well. But soon, the constant horde of undead where over running us. The constant ambushes where tedious. At times I had to use every drop of my stealth ability and strength just to survive and help the others. One one occasion most of the group had fallen and the rest retreated. I ducked into a shadow and was able to sneak around the battlefield. I tried my best to tend to the dying and wounded on the floor. I lured most of the undead away from them so I could give them aid. After time time the others returned an we where able to press on but it was truly agonizing, attempting to keep my self hidden, riddled with arrows and slices from blades all over my body. My medical training payed off, as I cared to everyone's wounds and lastly my own nearly every time we had to rest. And it only got harder and harder. Nienna... Ever strong and capable as ever. Once again I owe her my life. If not for her skills in the blade and discipline in combat we never would have survived. I can still recall in my fresh memory the sight of her holding the passageways nearly alone, her seemingly fragile figure holding back a title wave of undead knights, and numerous undead lords at once. Her sword swinging with a great ferocity. And not to detract from the others of our group as well, each one gave their all in the field. Nearly ragged and cut to ribbons, the wounded leaning on each other to find the strength to rack another bow or bolt into their crossbows. Each one of them gave me the determination to continue. But there is something else. It never should have been so close. It seems I am no where near the strength I need to be and it is frustrating me greatly. I need to desperately to obtain new abilities. I must grow my power if I am ever to succeed. After resting from my ordeal I set out at once to find this shadow orb and learn from it. As I entered the crypt I felt a strange sense with in me... almost luring like twords the back of the crypt. I moved down the halls, the groaning and gnawing of the dead who still resided echoing through the stone halls and in the darkness. The stentch and dust burned my hose as I moved on. I had to put on my face mask just to breathe in the dark damp air of the crypt... As I descended the stars I was greeted by a horrible sight.. a large pile of bodies, fresh ones, not like the ones centuries old that where once burried here. I can only assume they where after the orb as well prehaps. I pray I will be more successful then those poor people. . .
Inside, I was greeted by a large group of shadows like the ones from the Sullen woods. It seems this room is often occupied by much greater threats and prehaps I was lucky. Needless to say I was more focused on completing the task my sensei has given me, and with making my connection with the large shadowy orb that hovered over a rune making on the floor. I spend some time there in the room, I sat on the floor and closed my eyes. A chakra hand seal formed in my hands I focused my self. Breathing in and out, allowing my heart and mind to drift about the room. The orb its self radiating a cold creeping air from its self slowly swirled around me. My mind, and body soon found its self into a trance... I can not tell you truthfully how long I sat there in that room, silently, the stone walls removing me and the orb far from anything else on this earth to just us. When I finally awakend I felt its draw... its pull upon my center to its self. This is when I felt the urge to show this orb.. this... being my dance. . .A dance of brush and ink, as if painting a painting of a shadowy vail enveloping everything inside my heart... Hand seals in each hand and I stoke my dance, my chakra flowing through every vain in my body coursing with every heartbeat I could hear like poundings drums in my ears. The imagine of the vail of darkness casting a darkness over my memories of home... my father in his older age, my eldest brother, a shadow casted over his greave stone elongated far into the surrounded woods of his gravesite.. my childhood home in the pitch black of night, all of theses memories becoming imagines in my mind overlapping each other into a eschewed artwork of my emotions. My pain at the death of my brother, slaughtered in the last war by a neighboring shinobi clan. My father gravely wounded in the war before that. My loving mother, whos face I still remember with a bitter sweet smile as I turned to say goodbye for the final time. My childhood home I had so much love for.. pained and struggled with parting it for ever as I left in search of my training only to learn I will never return. My heart, my heart, it hurts. Like the weight of a thousand stones upon me. My emotions finally pulled from my center casted into the orb, happily accepted by the orb I could almost see it feeding off them my body felt light as I dances, as I painted, as I shared my sorrows with the orb. On the next page, I larger paper has been added and folded in 3 parts, as it is unfolded it reveal's a large panoramic painting of Ichiro's memories he shared with the orb
Strangely. . . after completing my dance, my emotions at threads, I do not feel as if I have lost something. To the latter I feel I have shared my deepest memories and emotions with this being.. It has accepted them with open arms. I find my self staring into the murky abyss of the orb. My own face piece reflecting back at me. It has casted a mirror upon my self. Upon my center of being reveled so openly to my self. I needed some time to calm my self down, and sort my feelings out. I feel as if I had spent an eternity, and only a brief moment here with the orb both at once. Never the less I feel I can return to my sensei successful in my task to connect with the orb. I feel deep with in me I am on the right path now, there is no drought.