I am...perplexed...the kindness others have shown me. Treating me like a...person more than something to spite or hate. I don't...I don't understand. It makes no sense to me...and that 'thing' done for the briefest of moments...what was that even? I don't...I don't understand my mind cannot process this or these things. Why ...why? I'm...I don't think I can handle these sorts of things right now...I'm use to such harsh and terrible treatment than this is...unknown to me. I...I don't know how I feel about it...I don't know what to feel about it...I'm confused about it that is for sure. But...what...why...
...I really can't fathom the reasons why. Or the concept of it. I am...so very confused by these things...
Below is a doodle of someone giving her a hug and she's 100% confused on what to do. It's not a terrible doodle, but it's no work of art.