Author Topic: Trapped Alive  (Read 6438 times)

generic uke elf

  • New to the Mists
  • *
  • Posts: 43
Re: Trapped Alive
« Reply #25 on: December 01, 2019, 08:44:20 AM »
entry #15

---

Today was,
(long)
lost it. insides feel like squiggly worms
no lite anyway
found it again today leaving near the entrance, wwith my hunting sack
hard to thinc now

old walls. moss. missing par. crawling inside. so much
lost track of itt, of time

all i do, losing track.
        wait until we meet.
i missyou
no word, no sign. no whispers
onle minei missyou


i have begged the gods of this place.
i begged them to return him to mei missyou

every day i grovel, begging them, i prostrate myself to whatever imiss you things own this place

please

 tombstone, sandbar, tombstone,i missyou mausoleum, mountain




i dnot imiss youknow how to live
without the nife and hands
eyes and scars
voice
how will i live
how will i live
h

---

generic uke elf

  • New to the Mists
  • *
  • Posts: 43
Re: Trapped Alive
« Reply #26 on: December 02, 2019, 06:30:57 AM »


Entry #16

---

Today was,
(yes)

something has happened. my heart hurts
i have...

waited so long and now i am
am a companion

he is called florin
and i still wear this hideous vardo regalia

and we

had kissed

---

generic uke elf

  • New to the Mists
  • *
  • Posts: 43
Re: Trapped Alive
« Reply #27 on: December 05, 2019, 06:13:21 AM »
Entry #17

---

Today was,
(different)

near the docks. midway haven.

where Sehanine, has

this life been?

hiding from me, in the glint of polished arrowhead?

in the eyes of a teacher, a pitiless man like calimshan

in the depths of well i had to slip and fall in

(i miss you still. and i have for so long. who killed you? will I ever know?)

(had to do the opposite of what you taught me. are you mad?)

it was impossible to change anything instead it was
just for me
just for me

i am lucky to be here.





no nightmares please.

---

generic uke elf

  • New to the Mists
  • *
  • Posts: 43
Re: Trapped Alive
« Reply #28 on: December 14, 2019, 09:01:04 PM »
Entry #18

---
Today was,
(nice)

Nice new clothes. Help me feel like a new person. And whenever I grow scared, as I often do, I think of him.

The dreams haven't stopped. Sometimes they're just as bad, sometimes they feel worse.

But at least he doesn't question why I keep a bucket near the bed. Or why I seem to stare blankly at times, before being entirely unreasonable.

I think he realized something good, too.

I sure hope, anyway.

generic uke elf

  • New to the Mists
  • *
  • Posts: 43
Re: Trapped Alive
« Reply #29 on: December 16, 2019, 03:05:33 AM »
Entry #19

---
Today was,
(rissoto)

Cook rice in wine. Boiled veggie water... in my cookbook it reads



    32 ounces of unsalted chicken stock, warmed (i should preboil)
some sort of sweet wine to boil the rice 1/2 cup. (do they have dalese here? I can probably find something like it)
  1 tablespoon unsalted butter
1 tablespoon olive oil
1 cup that nice white rice they had in har'akir
1/4 teaspoon sea salt
1/4 cup freshly grated port yellow or dementliese cheese

can't wait

He'll enjoy this.

---