« Reply #2 on: August 02, 2019, 12:10:19 PM »
The weight of a simple human inclination disquiets me everyday.
In my adolescent years it began with the night's vigil; the nights in which I sauntered throughout the countryside, bound and determined to overcome that voice in the back of my head telling me to fear Old Noapte. In the beginning success seemed it would never appear; I'd finally mustered the courage to leave the walls, but I could never bring myself to go far enough that I would truly be in harm's way. Is it truly wrong to accept that fear is natural, a form of self-preservation? To fear the unknown is wise to some, and cowardly to others. Quite truly this fear haunts me every night, even if I am adamant on telling others it is not so. Perhaps it is this fear that allows me the courage to stand vigil in Ezra's name each night, or perhaps there's seraphic forces at play. Whatever the case may be, my faith shall be my rowman.
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