It has been over a year since I have written here, but so much has happened...One of the order wound up making a deal with a Vampire. I could not accept this but I could not betray them, so I moved up to Port under the guise of wanting to spread our way up there, even became the Ambassador of the Crows up there, I still have Jericks letter of recognition. Over time though, we drifted more and more apart. As time pressed on, I found myself moving further and further away from the Crows....from Jerick and from what I thought I believed in. Torm, the Crows....I lost faith in them both. I couldn't connect with Torm, and I felt cold from it.
Eventually I found myself in the Village of Barovia. I am still not sure what to this day brought me there, but I found myself standing in the Temple of the Morninglord. I was no stranger to the faith, I knew of Loredana and Alin and Elenuta after all. Yet never before did I feel the warmth there, the pull and draw. So I spent time there. Six months actually. Studying, learning, working to see what I could learn and understand. As I spent time there, I began to feel...some kind of connection I want to say...it still wasn't the same as Toril...but I didn't feel alone.
I was advised I should return to Vallaki, speak to the clergy there and seek my place if that was to truly be my path. So I did and have. I joined the clergy, the family of the Vallaki Outskirts Temple. They are an interesting bunch. Tess, very firm yet you can feel the caring and compassion within her. Vodal, my teacher and mentor both in swordsmanship and in Temple duties, very direct yet has a winning smile. Grigore, he is Florettes mentor and while he puts on a bright outlook, he seems to be in a lot of pain internally. Florette, my sister, she is a lot like Grigore, a beautiful winning smile, but in a lot of pain. I hope one day I can help them both with their pain.
For now, I practice my craft which I have been ordered to take one up in my spare time. I had considered Alchemy strongly...but I kept struggling to even get started. So I took the time to pray on it, then had this weird dream of a giant tree that would never run out of wood. I decided to give a go at Carpentry and I seem to have a natural talent for it. So I believe I will focus on that now. Work with what I have.