Edwina Arcastle
9/30/773 It was raining when we met, and it still is; so we learned to dance in it, all the same.
Home is so far away, yet its everywhere I go. Just a manner of dreaming. Things don't really change, only we do.. where all the wonder once was didn't simply vanish, it only changed. And that is fantastic, if something of a mystery. It means that no matter where you go, or what you do, the best things in life are never behind you, but always before you. It means we shouldn't get stuck in ways of thinking, or behaving, craving and yearning for a glory that has passed. We should seek, we should endeavor, we should pray.. and under any circumstance, we should never, ever give up the hope for a better day.
The Gang grows, and I am reminded of Gullyport, where I spent the beginning of what would become my adult life... So far and away from the life I lived under my parent's tutelage. Thankfully, they prepared me for what would prove an existential crisis. I made mistakes. I broke hearts. I had mine broken. But here I am. One piece, from the fragments of so many broken dreams.
And there's more to come. This may not be the world I was born to, but it is the one I inherited, and while I draw breath, I will fight- for glory. Till death do us part.
Trust. 10/01/773 By the blood of
Christ, I am made whole. Thank you mother, thank you father.
Lord, forgive my sins, and cleanse my transgression... may I keep the faith, forever. For while the hearts of men grow weary and won't,
You prove faithful, eternal. My rock, my sword, my blood. Amen.