Lance corporal Savu tamed the ancient dire bear before it could lay a finger on the Banites and had it attack me instead. When he caught and cuffed me I came willingly. I did run for a bit because having a giant bear attack you is very scary.
I'm going to be executed.
I asked him to please kill me.
I'm losing what little bit of my mind I had left, it feels like.
Nobody got hurt by the bear except me.
What Tinu did really hurt me.
Some people said they think it was so Claude Maluette the storyteller would go away but I think it had been building for awhile anyway. My female friends said she was crying because I was an idiot and she did still love me but it sure didn't feel that way.
It does not matter. My only friend now is a rat in the corner of the cell*. I am in
. Sister Simona came and asked me to tell her my story and about what had happened to me I guess so at least if someone asks at the church (not sure anyone would but in the off chance the topic does come up!) they'd be able to find out about it.
I feel foresaken by everyone and like I haven't any friends left.
Things were already at a very low point and I made the mistake of assuming they could not possibly get worse.
*Charlie the rat was a hallucination Broken Kaine was having because he was lonely.