Keeping journal, how like a leash it feels almost. A leash on my own past and a necessary one. Sorin and I spent time speaking and I
feel a great weight lifted from me for this. Having him to speak with helps my mind to rest easier and I find solace in his company.
Odd since that solace was while we were all locked within temple from great white wolf that seemed intent on tearing us limb from limb. This
land is taking its toll, though I find distraction in speaking to those I call friend.
Nyver may be a bit unnerved at my insight time to time, perhaps I should not reveal so much around him it would be terribly dull without
his company to tease. Though I think he's catching on to my amusement and hiding his shocked reactions more... I need to speak to Winston
clearly, between the two of us I'm sure we can make poor Nyver stumble and laugh a bit more. He needs the lighter moods with all the weight
he carries of others, or perhaps I just tell myself that so that I do not feel bad tormenting him.
Another who let me speak finally was the dark and silent one they often hunt with. As I thought he is rather ridgid and disciplined, but
suprised me with willingness to play the reeds. I should know by now not to judge others without giving them a chance to be known first...
I had nearly written this man off as no one to learn from, I am glad he may prove otherwise.
As if to remind me that one can not spend their time merely learning of others and talking- the very forest came alive and tried to kill Natham
and I. Vines that trangled and mushrooms that coated me in burning goo. Really. Is there nothing but strange and deadly creatures here?
Surely the locals can't have lived without some moments of peace and joy... they'd all be stark raving m- *The notes falter there, unfinished.*
Hrm, sometime has passed and I will not continue down where my mind was wandering in last thoughts. I turn now to Natham, the mystery
and jarring presence that makes me question everything. Even Lunzia does not seem to feel he is dangerous, and he understands people
almost as well as I may. Natham, past present or future... I fall asleep remembering scent tonight.