I had my doubts about this place the moment we arrived. It is soul sucking, and terribly grey. Thoughts of ending the cirque and settling, if only for a while have crossed my mind, I've met such wonderful people here, amongst the sorrow that surrounds the land. Ghail came to us as lost and confused as a babe, his grasp of the common tongue poor, though now he thrives. He is strong, he is brave, and very passionate. This worries me, as trouble can arrive in all forms to the passionate souls.
Gwenn is doing well, free of her utterly hilarious disguise, a lovely girl who trails after Ghail like a little shadow. I cannot help but feel a sense of protection for this thin creature, among the wolves of house Gulthraeln and the prying eyes of the local men, she is but a child in this. Sweet, and innocent, and delightfully funny at times.
Such strange things happen here, Simion and I were sat playing on a winter's morning while I repaired one of my dresses, when a barely dressed man came screaming into our camp. He gripped the Borcan bard via his shoulders, howling for help. He said that he had been arrested for a crime he did not do, and I immediately pointed to the vacant tent and directed him to the makeup.
A guard came patrolling by our camp mere moments later, and Simion and I lied effortlessly to protect the prisoner hiding behind us in his tent. He seemed content, and went on his way. I directed the prisoner to the fire, and fed him as we sat beside him and listened to his story. He seemed more comfortable near me, than Simion- which is to be expected, the man is as hard as rocks around strangers.
As he told his tale, Ghail popped his head out from his tent, and made his way over to sit with us. We decided to help him, for his employer would surely provide him with an alibi, and come nightfall we snuck into the city. The sewer tunnels proved impressive to me, stretching and curling right through the entire city. Almost like an undercity of it's own, and thankfully a helpful twist showed us the way for a bottle of Simion's Tsuika. (Side note: Simion was not happy about losing his Tsuika.)
I made up some terrible story about being the prisoner's long lost relative and bawled my eyes out so loudly that his employer promised to give the information to the guards, just so he could shut me up. There was no time to lose, and we fled back to the prisoner's house in the slums of the Grey City.
Waiting for us inside was a rather morbid sight, the body of his beloved wife laying on the floor, cold and lifeless- as three immortij freaks took large bites from her flesh. We managed to take down the first two, but the third, their leader- he proved too much. Thankfully the sun was rising, and the creature fled back into the undercity.
Alone in the house, the prisoner crawled out from under his bed and informed us that the guards would turn up soon. I leapt on the closest set of drawers, pulling them apart to find a letter, one that matched the one Simion found beneath the mattress I ordered him to search. A love letter! Two of them! It appeared this poor man's wife had been having a passionate romance with this other man, but she had written her final letter of goodbye, not wanting to hurt her loving husband.
We tracked him down, and Simion scared him into giving away his secrets, not with words, but his body language was fairly easy to read. A rich man, in my opinion used to getting his way, and so he butchered his lover when she rejected him. Quite sad, really. We watched him get dragged away with smirks on our faces, the prisoner turned up and thanked us profusely, though his sorrow was clear.
This land is full of sadness. This land is full of heart break, and pain. I feel at a loss trying to fix so many things at once, and I must ask myself, is it a waste of my time to be here?
-Nadya.