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Bad_Bud

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Sedrik's Near-Empty Diary
« on: September 15, 2013, 01:19:42 AM »
Dear Diary,

I squandered the past three years in lust.  I was lost.  I threw myself at every woman in the hopes I'd connect with one that'd make me change.  None of them could.  Over time, I came to justify and tolerate my own habits, but never in three years have I been truly happy.

In a strange moment when I wasn't looking, my prayers became answered.  I found my match.  It was the last person I expected it to be.  She ran around in my empty head for days, and for once I was at peace.  For once I knew what I wanted.

But she's gay, and this is something neither sword nor word will ever change.

I don't know what to do.

Yours Truly,
Sincerely

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Re: Sedrik's Near-Empty Diary
« Reply #1 on: November 13, 2013, 07:35:39 AM »
Dear Diary,

I'm paranoid.  I can hear death knocking at my door.  I hear it in every creak and shuffle.  I hear it even in the absolute stillness of night.

My friend told me I should do something with the time I have left.  Granted most of her suggestions involved murder or extortion, but she's right.

Fear of death has lured me closer to religion, and for once I don't think it's complete nonsense.  I am learning about Helm from Pryat Osrik Follenstein.

I've always been a lamb without a shepherd.  I only hope Osrik and Helm can guide me to my purpose before my time is gone.

Sincerely,
Yours Truly
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