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Thorn: A curse beyond average
« on: May 12, 2013, 10:01:16 AM »
*A plain looking journal, notes within are all in Balok.*




Time I started keeping track of events. Since the near death experience with the Istvan's plague things have improved.

I still hold my disguise as Thorn, I am more Thorn now than I am.. To a minor extent I've managed to expand my social
circle to a handful of people I can trust, and one, maybe two that could be considered friends.

I've stopped worrying about the lawgivers.. They don't recognize me, nore do they appear to have attempted to contact me.
Perhaps I am rid of them.. I never wanted to be amongst them, it was the guidance and acceptance of what dwells within
where otherwise i'd been living in persecution. It all sounds like excuses, even writing it down. But they wont seek me, not
after so long. I should really burn the robe.

A strange birthday it has been.. if unexpectantly pleasing.


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« Reply #1 on: June 22, 2013, 10:54:51 AM »
*Notes within are all in Balok.*





Something finally seemed right, and it got obliterated. How could I have expected anything else to happen, not all of us are born for such things.
She is gone, and I thought I was on the right trail.. Then they killed the old man and contacts and leads went cold.

 My hunt was slowed, but I've not yet given up. I'll keep an ear out and bide my time. For what they did, they'll have to pay.

Too few can I speak to, and too busy are those those I consider friends.. Just to keep training, seeing what I may yet develop from my blood.

'What to do about Bronda?'

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« Reply #4 on: May 19, 2014, 06:27:36 AM »
Does power corrupt? They say it does. Even those who deem themselves
friends to me, are wary now. Of what I possess.
I am in control now. More than before. It grows but it works to -my- whim.
Perhaps it is making me over-confident.. too reckless in it's showing.

I have it in control. Mi iubire keeps me in control when it may slip.
The heavens aren't real, but she had to come from somewhere akin..
The curse of loss seems ever broken, mi iubire Nai lights the way forward.

I will grow more powerful.. Keep my foolish actions in check. To wield such
dangerous energies I must be responsible, lest I fall of this tightrope they
all deem me to walk.

All this power, and to what end? To live longer for mi iubire, sure.
Perhaps all the cause I need, in truth.. but this has to be for something.

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« Reply #6 on: June 12, 2014, 03:04:31 PM »
*Tucks away in his journal, more carefully than his other drawings.*

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Thorn: Reborn for Vengeance
« Reply #10 on: November 26, 2019, 05:43:57 AM »
The mists have been unkind. Fair to say I've been tested, over and over..

First in coming to terms with the powers thrust upon me. Vampires, Sickness and Plague..
Separation.. The challenge of simply not fitting anywhere.. Power I have to hide, and now to top everything off..

An unprecedented amount of loss. One due to being taken by the mists.. a child i'd never met..
A wife and children I raised.. but never existed anywhere but inside my head.. but it's so.. very clear.
I was there, for the sleepless nights, learning to walk.. to talk.. and now i'll never hold them again..

I knew the mists were a dark force but this is a deep and twisted cruelty. If they expect me to wither and die they don't know me at all.
I will get my strength back, and there will be hell to pay. I will see my family avenged, my relatives looked after.

No one knows what I am here, and nore should they.. I'm just a Doctor.. an Alchemist. Serghei Ureche.. I mean that is true, but let that be all they know. It's all they need.

This taint within me, let it be removed and cast asunder. I do not need it, my will is stronger than most and I will do as I must without it.

I am grateful for Mikhail's aid.. finding me on the side of the road, she could have just kept walking.. or taken what she liked and moved on. There is some good left in people, at least.

I feel.. guilt for those hurt by this, though the mist perpetrated everything. I feel anger at the loss of what felt so real.. that I was fooled into feeling for a dream.
No one really knows the extent, the reality.. or me fully enough to discuss what comes now.

Only question now is what steps to take.. my legs are strong enough, I can move more readily soon..