I see them, in my dreams. The expressions of horror on their slack faces as they swing lifeless in the
cold, Barovian air. My brothers, my parents- hung on the gates like vermin. While they watched, proud
of their catch of the day.
Now, I lie in my cot watching the same leak drip onto the floor I have for three years. I used to have a
dog in here, but he's gone now. These walls reek of old blood and sweat, and I wonder how many people
have been where I am now.
No, I'm not in a cell. Don't worry. But it might as well be. I've become so comfortable hiding out here that
I've started to think everything that's happened to me is nothing more than a dream, and maybe it's for the best.
I've mopped the floors and tended the bar for several managers now, and always they end up in the kind of
trouble one can only escape from in death. The latest lot have a bit more spunk, but I will always miss Kafka.
It's not often you meet someone who understands you, truly.
Ubul is gone. The connection we had once wasted away after our return to Vallaki, we just aren't the same
people anymore. I will always worry about him, of course- but he's better off without me. Every time I looked
at him I was reminded of the past, and I couldn't do it anymore.
As for Izzy- well, you know what happened to him. I thought that when I found dear old Papa again I would
be overjoyed, but I was only filled with sorrow, because I had to tell him what became of poor Izzy- and what
poor Izzy himself, became in the end. What I could have become had I stayed much longer.
But it's not all sadness and tears, for the first time in years, things are starting get interesting.