A year passed. Not quickly, as one would guess in times of war, but achingly slowly. My Lord Ilmater had judged me on my conduct, and had punished me accordingly. I had heard, that when a Paladin falls, his powers are stripped from him. This was not so, in my case.
My powers still functioned perfectly, but utilizing them had... side effects. Were I to use the healing touch, wounds would open up upon my own body. If I blessed one of my comrades, I was similarily cursed. The wounds would heal rapidly, the curses fading quickly, but still my suffering persisted. I could no longer feel *His* hand guiding my movements, or his light filling me with joy. I was a cursed, wretched thing.
The captain bestowed upon me a powerful gift in the form of a scroll, to be used in the unlikely event that he were to fall in battle. The Spell of Ressurection was a potent one, to be sure, but I secretly feared the effect it would have upon my mortal form were I to cast it.
My fears were confirmed the day we stumbled upon another orcish encampment. This one, did not appear to be a war-party at all. In fact, it looked to be more of a nomadic tribe of herdsmen. The Captain did not care. To him, they were naught but more savage beasts to be slaughtered, more notches upon his sword.
He gave the order to prepare for the assault. These people had only precious moments before the patrol would descend upon them and slaughter them to the man. I would not be part of this again.
I grabbed my thunderstone pouch at my hip and threw it as close as I could to the encampment. The deafening cacophany was too far away to cause any real harm to the inhabitants, but more than startling enough to cause them to run away from the encampment and into the surrounding forests.
Thankfully, my action had not been noticed by my comrades, who were far too busy huddling over the the Captain as he drew a map of the encampment in the dirt. The Captain was thoroughly confused, but ordered us to charge and block their escape. The company was fast, but not nearly as fast as the inhabitants of the encampment, who disappeared into the underbrush like fey creatures of some sort.
So the Captain amused himself with his second favorite passion (the first of course, being the wholesale slaughter of orcs), looting what remained in the village. I refused to take part in the activity, simply watching as my comrades got themselves half-drunk off of orcish mead.
A cry of surprise roused me from my brooding, and I turned towards the source of the noise. It was the captain, but he was not alone. Held aloft by the scruff of it's shirt, was a young orcish man, who looked to be barely seventeen winters.
The captain threw the orc onto the ground, unslinging his bow and drawing an arrow from his quiver. I could not hear his words, but I could read his lips, and see the cruel glint in his eye.
"Run, little orc"
The youth did not need to be told twice. He took to his heels with a speed that might have impressed me, were I not so dumbfounded by the situation. He was taking off south-bound, directly at me. I moved a few paces to the left, planning to let the orc boy pass without molestation.
Just before he would have reached me, I heard the tell-tale *Twang* of a bow string. Time slowed to a crawl as I turned back to look at the captain. He was smiling... smiling in a way that no one should ever smile when they are taking another person's life.
At that moment, I saw him for what he truly was.
My head whipped around just in time to see the arrow collide with the back of the young orc's neck, the arrowhead ripping through soft flesh and tearing apart bone with equal ease. It burst forth from his throat, and the young orcish warrior fell forward onto the ground. It didn't take medical training to know that the boy was dead.
I rushed to the boy's side, my knees sliding across the dirt as I furiously tore into my satchel. I heard the Captain call out to me to get away from the boy, but I ignored him as I found the scroll just where I had left it. I felt the impact of an arrow thud into my breastplate, but it did not penetrate my armor entirely, so, again, I ignored him.
I raised my hands to the sky, uttering the words written upon the scroll in the celestial tongue. I then placed my hands on the bows heart, whispering the final syllables of the incantation... A moment paced... two.... I could hear the thundering footsteps coming closer as the captain rallied the troops onto my position.... Then I felt the young warrior's chest rise with breath. I was overjoyed, but my elation was short lived... The backlash from my curse coursed through my body, burning my skin, and much of my hair away. I was thrown backwards onto the ground, my flesh charred and unrecognizable. But yet I lived... My last conscious thought was one of satisfaction as my damaged eyes caught the blurred image of the orcish boy rising to his feet and taking off into the underbrush....
And then all was black.