Entry One
I do not usually write down things. But since of my lack of a home and the lack of proper safety. I shall write down my words here, should I die, I hope this book falls into the right hands. I will not present myself by name, should you find this journal somehow.
I need to although write down what happens. Never in my life would I think that I would somehow be imprisoned in such a strange place like this. It is beyond my imaginations and I barely know anything of worth about this. I have to seek new allegiances and contracts here. But it is hard to be a foreigner in a strange, far away land. Trusting people, can be hard. One will never know whom might stab your back.
I have come to find relief in the service of one woman. My lack of old possessions, lack of a home, lack of friends, the little family I had and of people one could get a favour of two from, this woman proved to be essential to my life here. There for she carry my full loyalty. It goes beyond the curvy hips and chest, beyond coin and power. It is mere the feeling of being able to call upon someone that one can stay somewhat safe with. Is she loyal to me? That do not matter, since I am the pawn and I know that. I am in her service and I leech upon her progress and her ability to gain allies and a fundament of security. She also given me an offer, that I am not happy about in all honesty, but I am tied to take it. It gives me a reason and a motive! A proof of my ability and that I am needed. A reason to live and to establish a new life in this new, strange and wild, wicked world. Where my last days in that swamp was horrendous and I was probably going to die, this was in a odd way mayhaps, a saviour. This weird mist who stole everything from so many, from us all! Can a curse be a blessing?
I'm a warrior, a mercenary, I lived by the sword and earned by the sword. I am like many others, warriors, like a wolf, a mind made for killing. Only thing is that many warriors I met had the mentality of a wolf alone, or like a fluffy bear who when rages is unstopable, I distanced myself, I'm a fox. Mayhaps not as prone to kill like the wolf or as enduring as the bear, but I am careful and calculating.
Should I ever establish a company, playing with the idea in my mind, It will be the...Grin of The Blue Fox Company, since there is always one upon my face.
