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BlackTygra

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A little insight into Marla's past and mind:
« on: October 12, 2012, 03:54:10 PM »
Having lead a somewhat sheltered upbringing, and never taught to read, Marla never developed the desire to explore or turn to adventure. Very happy with her life on the farm, she never desired anything more. Her father and five older brothers would tell her amazing stories, but always emphasized the danger, rather than the heroics. She'd never been allowed to travel off the farmstead alone, always accompanied by one of her brothers to take eggs to the market in exchange for small necessities. Though she'd wander off the path, sometimes, to pick flowers, she never ended up in any more trouble than getting her foot stuck in mud.

Since there's never been any unpleasantness, and she'd recently turned eight-teen, Marla had finally been given permission to go to the city by herself, for the first time. The trek there was, expectedly, uneventful, relaxing and a little thrilling since she was on her own for once. However, on her way home, a billowing, thick fog rolled in from nowhere. At first she thought little of it, knowing the path so well she could navigate it blindfolded. The rolling fog became so dense, she could barely see her hand before her face. She had the sense of being watched, of something dark and malicious following her, and grew nervous. Picking up her pace, she nearly ran headlong into a cloaked figure that make her skin prickle. She screamed, and must have fainted, because the next thing she knew, she was picking herself up off the ground, thankfully unharmed, and found herself in a camp she'd never seen before. Too confused to be scared, she approached and learned she was no longer within familiar territory, shocked and gripped with fear, she wandered the camp aimlessly until a red-headed elf offered a kind hand and guidance.

From there, she'd been able to pick up the pieces of her shattered life and make due the best she could. Little by little, learning how to use a sword and how to survive in these unforgiving lands.


However, since her arrival through the strange, dark mists, Marla can't help but feel more and more homesick. Feeling guilty over her sudden disappearance and making her family think her dead, or worse.

Sometimes, it's easy for her to pretend everything is fine, that she's adapted, and accepted her new life. Though, some days, the weight of loneliness and depression presses down so hard she wonders if she shouldn't just wander out in the night and let some wicked beast end it. Those days have been happening more and more often. She's becoming less cautious, less careful, caring less and less for her own safety, wallowing under the weight of self pity. She does her best to hide it, smiling, laughing, even when all she wants to do is cry.

The only thing that's stopped her from doing something irrevocably stupid is the thought of that red haired elf. The first person to extend a hand of friendship and understanding upon her arrival. The only one she can't bring herself to abandon. The only one who can pull her out of the dark places of her mind, can make her truely smile, and gives her a reason to continue on.
« Last Edit: October 13, 2012, 07:38:21 AM by BlackTygra »
Plays:
Marla Addams - Meek farm girl, just learning the ways of the sword
Aspen Orc-blood - 1/8th orc hunter
Blair - Miner, with more brawn than brains
Aurora - Vain Bard

BlackTygra

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Re: A little insight into Marla's past and mind:
« Reply #1 on: October 18, 2012, 04:09:58 PM »
Death really isn't so bad. The pain is brief and it's peaceful. The worst part about death is suddenly waking up with the feeling someone is sitting on your chest, unable to breathe and gripped with panic.

Marla faced her worst fear, fought valiantly against walking corpses and ghosts and felt the cold grip of death at the restless spirits hands. What she most feared has came to pass and through the kindness and skills of others, she's survived to see another day. She owes her life to the men and women who saved her, even if she's not so sure they should have risked themselves for her.

Her depression lifted with being brought back to life, like being born anew, she's found a purpose: to help rid this world of the evils that cover it in eternal nightmares.

She needs to continue to grow stronger, so she'll no longer need protecting. No longer feel dependent on others to ensure her survival. Her arm is strong, she just needs more training, better arms and armor. She will be the one doing the protecting, giving hope back to those who long ago had it taken away.

When she reaches the level of confidence and skill she strives for, there will be no mercy, no running. She will hunt down every monster, every beast, every undead pretending to be human, even those sympathetic to these creatures, and wipe their existence off the face of these lands.
Plays:
Marla Addams - Meek farm girl, just learning the ways of the sword
Aspen Orc-blood - 1/8th orc hunter
Blair - Miner, with more brawn than brains
Aurora - Vain Bard

BlackTygra

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Re: A little insight into Marla's past and mind:
« Reply #2 on: October 24, 2012, 03:33:14 PM »
What was she thinking? She'll never make a difference... She's just a farm girl, pretending to be a warrior... Fancy armor and a sturdy sword doesn't make a hero. Nothing she does will ever mean anything. Change isn't something this land is ever going to see, and certainly not by her.

Her family must believe her dead. Maybe she should be...
Plays:
Marla Addams - Meek farm girl, just learning the ways of the sword
Aspen Orc-blood - 1/8th orc hunter
Blair - Miner, with more brawn than brains
Aurora - Vain Bard