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« Reply #71 on: May 19, 2012, 05:05:17 PM »
Well over a month's worth of undisturbed grime rests on the soft leather cover, settling into its beautiful scars, hiding the wounds and filling the crevices as if time itself were trying to forget her atrocities.. as if the pages of the damned wished to pretend the illusions were real once more, that they were still blank.  The thin black strap tied oddly tight as if to lock in the stench of decay seems to mock the library of surrounding tomes using the excess leather to form a bitter smile, curling around the now invisible phrase forever carved as a reminder across the cover.  The book itself now rests on a bed of death as if it were where it always belonged amongst dozens of withering blue roses, and the corners of the singed pages have begun to reach downwards as if to greet the flowers.

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« Reply #72 on: May 22, 2012, 05:06:02 AM »
"This little game of yours has grown tiring, Karra.  As much as it pains me, you'll have to say goodbye to your precious book now."
"No.. but.."
"Silence!"
"No! No! No!  YOU said I could keep the book no matter what!  I need it."

"I need it now more than ever, Mistress.  Please.  I'll do anything!  Just don't take my journal."
"Child.  You make me laugh.  Does it really surprise you that I would lie to you?  My pet, if this surpises you..."

"There is absolutely no hope left for you.  You do not need the silly book.  You need me!  YOU ARE PATHETIC!"
"Stop!  Stop!  Please.. please don't yell at me.  You can't have my book... No, no don't take it!  Give it back!  Give it to me now!"

"Bah-hah-hah-hah-hah.  Tch, foolish girl.  Without me you would be dead, don't you see?  How can I make you understand!"

"No more crying.. I can't take the whining."

"I SAID ENOUGH CRYING!"
"I ca-can't.. can't stop.."
"Let go of your Darkest Dreams Karra.  They are finished, it is time to move on-"
"Y-you mean.. go.. go back to the beg-beginning!"
"You poor, poor girl."

"You misunderstand me entirely.  I thought you understood.. I thought you loved me enough to know."
"Kn-know what?"
"That I've always loved you too, child."

"Shhhh, yes, that's it.  Close your eyes now.  Shhh, I'm here.  I'll always be here."
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"Why are you smiling?"
"I said close your eyes.  You know I don't like repeating myself.  It is nice to see you're awake though.  Sleep well sweetheart?"
"I..I didn't dream."
"No, I would hope not.  The dreams are over as I said.  I grew tired."

"You look stupid when your mouth gapes like that."
"You..."
"I WHAT?  Tread carefully darling, remember I can always remind you why you need me again."

"Ah, well, anyways.   As I was saying before you decided to act like a child- this not the beginning again.  I will not make the same mistakes you did nor wear my weaknesses like a badge.  No, child, this is rather the beginning of the end.   Unlike you no evidence will be left- no witness unaccounted and my Fatal Fantasies, your Darkest Dreams will come to be."

"But what do I believe in?"
"Believe in survival.  Believe in us."
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« Reply #73 on: May 22, 2012, 09:40:56 PM »
"How long must we stand in the cold?  Have you gone insane.. we'll freeze to death."
"Bah-aha-hah.  You know, I can't feel a thing."

"Ah, come on now sweetheart.  I was just teasing you.  Come, hold my hand."
"Grr, fine but only if we can talk about it."
"It?"

"I must say you look adorable when you glare like that.. such passion.  Alas though, I gave you an order.  Come."
"He was right, you know-"
"Shhh.  Quiet."

"Look."
"It's been snowing for hours why are you wasting our time.  Honestly, have you gone mad?"
"Looks closer, Karra.  Don't you see how beautiful it is?"

"When you squish your eyes like that you look twice your age, love.  I do not recomend such a distasteful look for such a beautiful face."
"I hate how you do that.  Insult me and compliment me within the same sentence."
"I like to consider it a part of my charm, and my sweet innocent smile of course."
"He will not forgive me for what we've done."

"This again?  Why do you care?  He is just a small insignificant piece of the puzzle."
"Exactly.  I can use that.. Erm, we can use that, aye?"
"I'm listening."

"For once..."
"What was that?"

"Oh, nothing.  He just still has some uses is all, I'm sure of it."
"Very well, consider him your new toy if he will take you back, bah-haha-haha.  A very big If, I'd imagine.  Oh, and I heard that."

"Tell me child, do you see it yet?"
"No, I see only snow."
"Close your eyes and count to twenty-eight."

"Outloud"

"Six..seven..eight..nine..ten..eleven..twelve..thirteen.."

"I cannnot hear you.  Speak up."
"Nineteen..twenty..twenty-one..twenty-two..twenty-three..twenty-four..twenty-five.."
"Keep going."
"I.. I am afraid of what I might see."

"Fine, fine!  Stop!  Twenty-six!  Twenty-seven!"
"Say it."
"Twenty-eight...."
"Open your eyes."

"What have you done?"
"I told you it was beautiful.. if only it were tangible."
"You insist my desires petty yet you long for nothing more than the skies to bathe you."
"Not the skies child, but the gods.. the Mists and I desire nothing of the sort."
"Why fantasize such a thing at all then?"
"Because I can.. because I want to.. perhaps because you are more clever than you could begin to understand.  Most likely though quite simply because -The Game- must go on."

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« Reply #74 on: May 29, 2012, 12:51:30 AM »
"I've noticed you attract humans like the dead attract Ezrites."
"Fitting comparison, I guess."
"You must explain why you bother with them.  You see potential behind their ignorance that I cannot fathom at times."
"Because you see them quite differently than I.  I see humans much like that motherly figure from my dreams."
"Do go on, child."

"Erm, well.."

"Through my eyes, Mistress, you often see them as nothing more as an expendable means to complete hidden ends, extravagant and negligent.  I on the other hand can recognize their personal motivations and use 'em accordingly."
"They are still tools then?"
"No.  My magic, my gifts, my cur-"
"You are not cursed."

"Forgive me.  My gifts are my tools, the humans my superiors."
"Bah-ahah-ahah-a.   Your superiors?  You are confused darling.  I am your superior."
"You are my keeper, do not confuse the two."

"Mistress.. are you... speechless?"
"Yes.  Your melodramatics have once again rendered me silent."
"You are my superior too, of course."
"And it does not bother you, Karra, when they treat you like less than dirt and spit in your face?"
"Oh yes, it offends me greatly but my game you see is to never let 'em figure it out."
"Ah-hah.  I see.  You avoid it."

"Do not look at me in that tone of voice, child.  Bah-hah!"
"No, I am not avoiding it- I am enduring it."
"Weathering the storm as they say.  Did we not try this once already.. Listen to me!  Listen, my love."

"Don't you see that beings as perfect as you and I, creatures so blessed with beauty and wit should live free of these MORTAL flaws?  We should embrace our nature."