As it is written in the Red Book: "To know thyself is to know thy greatest enemy."
To that end I will begin with the required monthly self-analysis.
Subject: Lashillia Juliana Melinda Verdant
Known Aliases: Me
Threat level to personal safety: High
Ability assessment:
Preferred weapon arrangement: Checkmate, Tower shield, Flintlock pistol
Moderate skill level in unaided combat, increased to high skill level when enhanced with blessings.
Moderate spell casting ability, mainly focused in self improvement and protection.
Healing ability is high when combat potential is sacrificed.
Excellent hearing
Lockpicking and gymnastic training.
Short term at will increases to strength, manual dexterity and toughness once per prayer period.
High degree of tactical and diplomatic training
Weakness assessment:
Vulnerable between blessing exhaustion and next prayer period.
Socially awkward due to years of training in seeing people as tools or threats.
Self medication with alcohol results in poor choices and extreme behaviour.
Often emotionally distant when caught unawares
Sadomasochistic impulses
Craves structure
Lonely
Other notes:
My equipment continues to improve in both functionality and appearance. Finding the correct dyes has proven most satisfying.
Continuing the required monthly self-analysis:
Subject: Lashillia Juliana Melinda Verdant
Known Aliases: Me
Threat level to personal safety: Moderate/High
Ability assessment:
Preferred weapon arrangement: Checkmate, Rook shield, Queen pistol
Moderate skill level in unaided combat, increased to high skill level when enhanced with blessings.
Moderate spell casting ability, mainly focused in self improvement and protection.
Healing ability is high when combat potential is sacrificed.
Excellent hearing
Lockpicking and gymnastic training.
Short term at will increases to strength, manual dexterity and toughness once per prayer period.
High degree of tactical and diplomatic training
Weakness assessment:
Vulnerable between blessing exhaustion and next prayer period.
Socially awkward due to years of training in seeing people as tools or threats.
Self medication with alcohol results in poor choices and extreme behaviour.Often emotionally distant when caught unawares
Sadomasochistic impulses
Craves structure
Lonely, A little less these days
Other notes:
I have spent much time soul searching and thinking in my free time in the port... I have given up Alcohol in order to try to maintain a greater balance within my life. I have grown impatient, however, and have decided to return to Barovia for a time to practice the more physical aspects of my ladys' art. I find I am more tolerant of weakness in others at this point, having come to the inevitable realisation that only -they- can be held responsible for their weakness and my attempts at improving them will most often be frowned upon, despite being the best of intentions. Returning to Barovia will also provide greater opportunity to assess the various locations and threats within that country. I will also be adjusting previous entries in light of new information, as per usual.