Perhaps the initial poster would like to share the circumstances of why their PC respawned? Quite a rare occurance at the best of times.
Their was a moment last night when I lost all motivation for my Bronzebeard to even live anymore. I planned closure.
A rather poor closer, I charged into the outskirts of about twenty people and suicided myself by attacking every single one of them.
I knew what was going to happen, Death. If I lived, and managed to kill every person (Only way I would walk away, no plan to leave unless everyone was dead) then I would attempt my closure another night.
Well, once I got my arse kicked. Dropped down and killed.
I was sitting there, in the death area. Motivation gone, closure success.
I planned to log off and let Bronzebeard be a lifeless corpse somewhere inside the Citadel's torture chamber.
I started to go through my inventory, then I noticed I still had level nine scrolls and lots to give away. I didn't want to waste them, and I knew I wasn't going to come back to life.
I walked through the respawn. Curiosity leading me, but also the small light of hope that I can attempt to
kill everyone again and get a even
better closure. I'll give my best Bronzebeard pals some awesome gear, and kill every PC that seemed to have a grudge match.
Sounded much more legit, then just aimlesly throwing myself into a mosh pit of twenty people against me. Much Bigger Bang for my Buck!