Few more lines...
It has been months now... Months away from my home, away from my roots, away from my life.
I have finally met a few fellow scholars. I will not write down their name just in fear that someone will eventually get through the wards. Fear, fear drives my life day after day. The night are populated by strange creatures, myths, hushed names... neudi, vrolocks. I am afraid and even the light of the fire is not enough to dismiss those shadows...