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When darkness takes over your light must burn brightest
Failure success nu sure what everything really is.
Won the chess game with the rebels for now, the queen has moved her bischops and towers and thus the enemy king is taken, check and mate rebels from the iadul may your souls nu ever find rest.
The nightmare's i still have them, i have a knife now an all to familiar knife the unu i threw away the unu of the couple i robbed in my old life, the nightmare's are nu done with me yet am hanging on my sanity unlike others i am still enduring it must be the slums rat in me that refuses to give up and keeps going for survival.
Bleutspur what to say was awful still i rather return there then be in the grace of Azalin and his dungeon, the group was far from solid we had doi captains stirring the ship during that trip and everyone was divided.
I must mention this it would be respectless if i did nu, we found a room at some point with women bearing children the group got into moral conflict unu side saying leave them move on another was saying we must save them, then it happend unu child got born this got the discussion heated even more they all swayed opinions da save them nu keep moving nu just save the child, but there was a problem a vraja barrier we could nu simply enter the part of the room there where in yet there was a small opening i took me nu even a minute i think i grabbed the powder bomb made to choke them all and threw it in there, the bodies shook then they exploded the group suddenly got hostile towards me cause the stress and tension was high at that point and i simply gave that little push we where back focused the bickering stopped i did what they all nu had the guts to do i did the mercy kill.
We wanted to leave then it started to cry, da the child survived the bomb the barrier was gone and sera now had a new child something to pamper and protect maybe that would finally make her stop meddling in other peoples lives who knows.
It is funny how they all got angry at that point, Tredow asked me to kill him if he ever needed the mercy, Serafim asked me to safe Grevis even if it meant leaving her behind as long he survived, Then there was the old family member Eliza who told me to kill her if she went to far.
They all ask me yet blame me when i make the decision nu unu else can make or perform does that make me a bad man? in a way da it also makes me the man who can make the real decisions when needed.
Also Inari is starting to break during that trip.
Then the aftermath came as soon we set step back on solid land the bickering began as always, i can honestly nu remember a trip with these people that nu ended in finger pointing mine is bigger or you did this and that wrong contest, to be honest these people would be trying to kill eachother if we all nu been kept busy with how the world would end we became professionals at is that can be all but healthy nu?
Goldflame i saw her shortly Inari had the nerve to advice the harlot Serafim to show me the door i swallowed that remark until she began interfearing with old wounds that she never was part off, was nu appreciated when i said i would gut her if she kept pushing me.
Things where nu bun with the group Laila and Tredow have made up and are settling their problems behind closed doors as they should as a couple what they do and what their problem is is theirs not ours.
Yet there we where in Berez finally lands i know cause it is a small village in barovia.
Was obvious quickly that the group was divided in little groups among themselves two camps and a neutral zone was mult painfull to watch, i wanted to mention it as we where about to face demon summoners and the half dark fey half fiend but as usual i got cut off hold your tongue is what i been hearing allot lately, i nu think they want to hear the truth or acknowledge the problem.
Into the caves our mighty group of misfits went what stood out was Inari's bitterness she was hmmm darker da i find it disturbing how quickly her personality changed, we advanced slowly but with success having Inquisitor Cote lead us was the proper choice unu of the rare choices lately that worked out fine for the group if you ask me.
We came into the summoning room we had the old flame of the half dark fey half fiend with us he used to be a taverner or something, he was nu budging until the woman kissed him then he melted as if a curse was lifted his whole demeanor changed and so did his motives and goals, should ask the woman where she resides cause if she can kiss like that then i think we nu longer need to meet with other kings and queens unu kiss of her would solve it all.
But he showed up the caller came, as rats we where in the maze and now the trap sprung, he lured us into some strange ethereal realm where our minds did the battle nu our swords, unu of the strangest fights i have had i was unprepared to put it lightly my attempts where useless.
Suddenly Laila did the finishing blow tredow had fallen and it awoken some deep anger in her a rage that i rather never face myself, Rotfurt started to mumble and wiggle the fingers and the caller went into a blade she dropped it then sprinted for it as she wanted it.
Inari watched with a grin poor Luca nearly got ganked with the dagger but instead he grabbed it now he to went crazy, that blade was bad mult bad he still had influence but only if you touched it.
Now i nu think i have to explain that cause the greater evil was defeated the group turned on eachother like a bunch of wolves that made a fresh kill, the alpha males howling and barking the lower unus trying to sneak in to get their cut as the females tried to be bold, yet the wounded remained odd how nu unu turned around and went hmmm maybe others of our group need help.
The jackal appeared as the knife flew into the mists likely to show up again hopefully long after i am dead, the jackal scolded his half dark fey son and he sent us back to the vistani.
Intresting note he used the mists, i always had a theory the Vistani simply know a trick on how to manipulate the mists and it seems i was right, that also means this whole Ezra faith is untrue cause everyone assumes only Ezrites can mistwalk yet the jackal can and the Vistani can, my conclusion is that the Ezrites only partially know or apply the trick as they never get misted to the pin point location while a Vistani can do it with both his eyes closed hands tied on his back gagged bound and half dead.
need to make profiles on them else i lose sight.
Tredow: A friend arrogant at that but a friend, he does try to play nice but Grevis and stupidity of others are his greatest enemy, nu reckless at all but the opposite instead to carefull, am trying to push him at times so he has some form of balance to take the risk at times, he cheats has mercenary morals yet can be trusted, betrayal is nu something he would soon do, but there is a limit to his aid.
Laila: The wife of tredow once a little mouse sitting in a corner hiding in the shadows is now an actual presence when people discuss, her fault would be trust sometimes she does it to easily sometimes to problematic she is growing up i can nu really say anything bad about her as she would protect me till her last breath but that is something i can nu accept certainly nu with what is coming.
Inquisitor Cote: Wise calm are doi words to describe him, a fool as his restrictions lies with his faith, i hardly ever seen the man fight which is a tactical choice from him, the man intrests me with his intelect he is one of a few a discussion is worth having with.
Inari: Once a trusted honorable warrior with rokuma values is now starting to walk a dark path, i have done that road burning bridges and some houses along the way, if this unu keeps getting in my way i remove her as i can nu use obstacles in my life, the look in her eyes the words she utters these ziua's nu something is wrong with her mult unstable, this is a person that will betray us when the time comes the nightmare's have taken their toll.
Luca: Like a pet he follows Rotfurt around he obviously knows his place am nu fond of him but his profile would be loyal this unu would do what it takes he doesn't interrupt he doesn't bicker, he learns from those that been doing this allot longer then himself, i hate to say it but people like that will be the ones that will keep doing this when the rest of us are gone with proper insight.
Serafim: Emotional which is a problem in allot of situations unreliable as she could faint or pass out when things look most grim, when performing properly she is a force to watch out for but is overconfident in her abilities, meddles in allot and is the center of the group in a way, all speak to her and all regret it later yet we keep doing it, nu this woman is still to naive on how the world truly is and works.
Grevis: Mentally crumbling slowly decaying is what i would say there is evil or darkness in him he tries to hide it but since avernuss this man is nu longer the man he was, he is more hollow has a temper assumes he is better then some, and has the alpha male problem, yet he can be reliable he would endure his own and others pains if that helps the common goal, but this man is on the Verge of his last push into darkness and insanity, i hope this will never happen but a man can only fight his own and other demons for so long.
Rotfurt: The witch, information gatherer tries to think with logic instead of a sword, is vraja addicted an hour without it would be a miracle on its own, has a problem listening, is impulsive, should learn to know her place in problems middle means middle and nu means front unless she suddenly knows how to handle a sword, very skilled in what she does her information is usually fact and her skill with vraja is by my knowledge on the same level as of Goldflame and Du Bourg, usually keeps her discontent in check mult disciplined overall. thus can be trusted.
Myself: Always present in a vocal way even when best nu to be, impulsive but already less am making progress on that, am knowing allot but nu everything keep listening to others, sees links and small details where others miss them, unsocial i fear i can nu change back to social anymore the hand has been bitten to many times, stubborn to a degree it becomes a problem, on top of all a powder keg waiting to happen.
I can be trusted in the general sense of the word as i would nu switch sides, am bun backup, conclusion need to learn yet again to adapt else life will be short idiot.
We all seen eachothers true faces or so we assume we have.
How long can we all pretend to one another?
He is still out there hopefully nu my lifetimes problem anymore, but that i doubt.
With the caller gone the world for now is safe, we will turn on eachother.
Blood is going to be shed but by who when where and our enemies or our own will be the questions.