This is a dream. Though my senses tell me this must be truth, I cannot believe it. More likely Kanan has bested me in the arena yet again, and I am lying senseless in some forgotten corner until a nameless slave summons enough dregs of courage to rouse me.
But I do not dream - Master makes sure of that. He has no use for a slave who dreams. Or have I dreamed this before? I used to dream, I think. Long ago, before he found me and made me his. Before his shadows stole my will and I became his mindless puppet.
Could dreams conjure the coarseness of cheap parchment under my hand, or the odours from the kitchen below that serve to remind me just how many days have passed since I last ate?
If this be real, then Master is dead by my own hand. But if this be yet a dream, then these illusions are cruel. What use have I for hope?
If this be a dream, then I do not wish to wake up.