Elton's hands ached. He was hardly able to hold the quill, hovering over the name Varmathus Vonovich - Lance Corporal. He knew he needed to remove the name of his old friend from the roster, but he couldn't bring his bruised and swollen hand to do the task. He sat there staring at the name.
He remembered Varmathus, from his first days in the Garda, the fat bearded man and he had been fast friends. There were countless times that the two of them had patrolled, and Varmathus was always there to lend and ear in the early day's of Elton's career. Until Varmathus had to much, and had left when Iorgovan had thought to retire.
Elton put down the quill and gingerly rubbed his hands together. The knuckles were bruised, and his hands still throbbed from the beating he had given that outlander. He had received the head of Varmathus in a basket that morning, and all day he was in a daze. He had walked to the market to buy some candles to leave on the walls in memory of his old friend. Somehow the simple errand had taken him hours, wondering the streets of the Grey City. Somewhere along the way he crossed paths with an outlander, who tried to question him about some law.. Elton had shruged him off but the man was insistant, pulling at Elton's cloak to get his attention.
He thought his hands may be broken. "The outlander surely suffered some broken bones." he thought.
Elton had convinced Varmathus, to come out of retirement, to come back to the Garda. He had needed his old friend with him again. Varmathus, being the good friend he always had been, agreed. "If I hadn't twisted Varmathus' arm, he would never have met this end." He had been thinking this when the tug at his cloak came. All the pain and anger had just poured out of him on the outlander. In a flash he hand pulled the man to the ground and hit him and hit him. He had no idea how many times he struck the man, or if he was still alive, he didn't even know the man's name or what he wanted. He felt small, nothing he had, nothing he achieved, meant anything. He trudged on to his errand afterward, leaving the outlander broken, and bleeding in the snow. The merchant had balked at Elton's blood splatted armor, but provided him with the requested candles none the less.
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Varmathus Vonovich - Lance Corporal. Elton's swollen hand shook, as he hardened his heart, and drew a thin line through the name of his last friend. "Killed in the line of duty" He wrote after.