Day 99
We have drawn closer together.
A week ago I would have never imagined fighting side by side with a man, yet there I was.
Rolden decided to take me on a trip to Dementlieu, so we set out for Port-a-Lucine. We reached the city by night, a dangerous time if you are found in the less notable districts.
We stood together, fending off street thugs until we reached the other side of the city.
It was an invigorating experience. Rolden is very strong, regardless of the enchantments he uses. He got us the second nicest room in the Governor’s Hotel, ours for the week. We only stopped to change and recover, for he wished to bring me to Blaustein, as well. He said there was a particular cave of dreadful creatures that hide wonderful treasures. Normally I would never agree to putting myself in harm’s way, yet with the taste of battle still fresh in my mind, I obliged. He also said that he wanted to show me some of his powers, what he used to do.
The dark arts.
As we travelled past the criminals a second time, he used spells of a ferocity I have never seen. Ones that caused them to drop dead immediately. He summoned a demon to aid him, even. A succubus, if I am correct. It was a macabre, but deeply interesting sight to behold.
We soon reached the shores of Blaustein, yet we decided to wait until morning before venturing into the cave. We spent the last few hours of night resting in each others arms. I believe his happiness is rather contagious, for even I cannot help but smile when around him.
The morning came quickly as we entered the cave with caution. We had to swiftly retreat shortly after, for there were too many creatures to handle.
Therefore, we simply decided to return to Dementlieu empty-handed.
He bought some seafood by the harbor, and we sat down to a brief meal by the water, murmuring in light conversation.
In a fit of sudden fervor, he swept me off my feet, carrying me to a secluded spot in the grass hidden behind a building.
We spent a long time there, wrapped up in one another. He spoke softly to me, and I to him, with a tenderness I was not used to. I asked how long it had been since he had been intimate.
A year. An entire year.
He spoke of his ex-wife. The one called “Marle Winterlass,” whose name I had heard from the Ezrites, whose shadow appeared the night the Keep fell. He always told me he had married her out of convenience, and now I asked why.
He used her.
Used her to gain power in the Ezrite’s eyes, and it worked. We are similar, perhaps to a fault.
Something within me stirred, a stronger feeling drowning out all else. Something that surfaced as I lay in his arms. A foreign feeling rising as I spoke so freely with him.
Perfection.
Can it be that I actually care?
Can it be that I trust him?
Can it be… love?
I am unsure of everything. Suddenly, I feel so weak.
And I am scared.