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OOC WARNING: After a few initial background posts, most of this thread is a journal of Mizfar's activities, exactly what he does and his true motiviations. Much of it are potential spoilers, so if you dont want to know his true deepest thoughts, do not tread onward
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//EDIT! So no one else has to ask me, you can post comments on his rantings and ravings if you want, no, you dont have to ask first.
Journal of Mizfar Kezret, servant of the Eternal Flame
The journal is written in Mulhorandi, with occasional passages in Ignan.I was studying at our temple to the True Way of the Eternal Flame in Thay. We follow the teachings of the First Prophet of Kossuth, Marlsent Morslent, who spoke to Kossuth and recorded his divine word.
How did I come to be in this strange land? Our high priest died and met Kossuth. Lorestent Heckset was next in line and then he became high priest. He announced in honor of the high priest, we would hold funerary trials of devotion to the Eternal Flame. The high priest was a very good and kind man, a rare man. It was he who first took me off the street when I was but a child, doomed to die in the gutter and showed me the true light of the Eternal Flame. I do not know who my parents were or how old I am, though in my late twenties I think. He taught me much of the Eternal Flame and of life and I was honored to show my devotion to the Eternal Flame, in his name.
The whole temple gathered outside at dawn the next day. Our new high priest declared that in honor of our fallen leader, we would send out a new round of missionaries to distant places and those who most distinguished themselves in the funerary trials, would be sent.
We walked coals, and I did so. We put flames to our flesh, and I did so. Then some began to burn off fingers and some even hands. We all stood and showed our devotion to the great flame, and to our high priest. I took a piece of iron and heated it on the altar and in love to the high priest and to Kossuth, gave my left eye to the great flame. It is not good to lie, even to show devotion to the great flame, never let anyone say that such duties do not hurt, for love of Kossuth. It hurt a great deal, Anyone who says that they can do such a thing and their faith is to strong that it does not hurt, lies. Such things hurt, but as the flame creates and destroys, so must we-for such things bring us closer to the Eternal Flame. I yelled, but I was glad to do it, for I loved the high priest greatly and I loved Kossuth with all of my heart and soul.
When the sun set, our new high priest declared who would be sent out as missionaries and to what lands. I did not commit the greatest act of devotion that day. One man drank the Breath of Kossuth and died from it, turning to flame. All agreed he performed the greatest act of devotion and won much honor for the Flame. Taking out my eye was not one of the greatest deeds, but still it was among them, so I was selected to be sent as a missionary. I was filled with joy. Lots were drawn to decide where to send each and I was to be sent to Silverymoon, a land to the west.
Followers of the True Way do not care for power, or for wealth, or prestige, we spurn earthly pleasures, for they make us soft and cloud our minds. We care only to spread the teachings of the Eternal Flame. Each priest who follows the True Way is expected to be able to bring masses of people to the Eternal Flame. It is our custom to send men alone to distant lands and each is to expected to gather converts and resources for a new temple, then send word back to Thay. Many of our missionaries fail, but some succeed and each time that word reaches our temple in Thay, there is a celebration and priests are sent to aid in the new temple.
Each man who is sent is sent with nothing. The True Way teaches that wealth is meaningless, yet the Eternal Flame will provide for his faithful. Missionaries who succeed gather themselves great wealth from nothing except their cunning and devotion to the Eternal Flame. If a man goes out with nothing can converts masses of people to follow the Eternal Flame and gathers to himself great wealth to build a temple, he certainly walks with the Flame, so he becomes the first high priest of the new temple. There is no greater way to be promoted among the faithful, so most hope to someday be sent on such a mission.
So, I began to walk to Silverymoon. The world is a big place and I have walked so far. When I could with caravans and travelers, sometimes alone. The world is a dangerous place and not all revere the true way of the Eternal Flame, I have been robbed and beaten by strangers, but never killed. The things I have had stolen do not matter, I left to do the work of the Eternal Flame with but the clothes on my back, but it is sad that some people do not see the true path of the great flame and must be hateful.
I was shocked to learn that there was more to the world then just barbarians and the world is so much BIGGER then I thought. The savage lands are more savage then Thay, they do not even have plumbing, but it is not so savage as I always thought. There are some nice people, and some bad people. There were no red wizards though, and that is good. I have never come to understood how the Eternal Flame has allowed them to rule great Thay. So many of them are petty, and cruel, and filled with hate, they say they follow the true way of the great flame but they do not. Such things are beyond me, Allmighty Kossuth, burning the hateful heretics to free us, and then set the red wizards to rule, it is not for me to question-even if it confuses me, the Flame understands.
I was on the road and I found myself in a thick fog. I took out my map and tried to find my way. When I found my way out of the fog I came upon a gypsy camp and then found a city. The people there told me it is a place called Bavoria.
I asked men for directions to Silverymoon but none knew which way it was, or had even heard of it! Silverymoon is not in Thay, so it is a barbarian city, but still, it is said that it is better than most barbarian cities and is famous, even in Thay. How could it be that none here had heard of Silverymoon?
Finally I met a woman who had heard of Silverymoon, though she was from Calimport. We spoke for a time and they told me that we were not near Silverymoon, but not even in Faerun! They told me the fog I walked through was magic and now, I am in another realm.
We spoke for a time and she was very helpful. In thanks, I read the flames for her and they told us that she will go on a journey of discovery find a man made of stars, who will teach her great secrets of life and death.
I was very upset at first, for I was sent to Silverymoon to work there and must be on my way. Yet I realized something soon after.
None in this land have heard of Allmighty Kossuth, let alone of the Path of the True Way of the Eternal Flame.
There is no will but the will of Kossuth. I was sent to go to a distant land and teach his will. This land is more distant than any we have sent any of our missionaries to. Certainly the Eternal Flame has sent me here, to preach his word and convert the masses.
Kossuth! To receive such a mission, it is an enormous honor and fills me with joy, I will not fail you. I will bring the masses here to honor you and construct a mighty temple to you.