Blood'eh frustratin' woman!
He was angry. Extremely angry. Ramika just stared at the wall as she saw him storm out, bag of fang in his hand.
"Ah'll be back."
But he wasn't.
Days passed, and the more time that went on, the more worried she got. It was starting to be noticeable to the people that knew, and when she finally got a few to agree to start looking ...
He came back.
*Couple Weeks Later...*
She refused to leave him alone. Despite what the big lug said, Finn needed someone to watch over him as he healed. And she was pretty sure she was the only real friend he had. The only one who'd tolerate dealing with him in that state.
She was glad when she saw his arm working again, fingers moving and twitching. Watching him be somewhat himself. She smiled a genuine smile, hoping ... maybe ... he'd learned his lesson.
She knew what he'd said, what he told them ... But, he was a man, not a god. And, despite the danger she knew it would pose to herself ... She just wanted to see it come to a close.
Lemmy knew where they were, he'd said.
Gods, not again. She'd hoped he'd let it go, for Maegan's sake ... for her own.
*****
She looked up. Rain again. Not that it mattered much to her, so she simply closed her eyes and leaned against the tree to rest.
The sound of water being filled next to her caused her ears to twitch. As she opened one eye, Marcus' face came into view.
"Don't even think it..."
"Whaat?" The human tried to give her an innocent grin as he inched his hands closer to her, filled with cold rainwater. "I thought you liked water?"
"Not down my cleavage." He snorted and dropped the water, letting it splash to the ground. She couldn't help but grin a bit. Marcus was always tolerating her goofy nature.
They sat in silence for a few minutes before Mika noticed an odd odor.
"Do - ..?"
"Whu-?"
It happened so fast, she saw Marcus fall ... then black.
Sweet, sweet black ....
***
She waakkkesss...
The hissing voice filled her ears. She knew what happened.
They'd come for her.
And she was about to share another experience with so many before her ... yet only two were on her mind ...
Her eye ...
Her nose ...
Her face ...
Sanctity of body ...
Her strength ...
They took it from her.
And while, with the last bits of strength she had, she refused again and again to name of all those she she was trying to protect ...
No, no, no, no, no!
Everything she worked for in herself crumbled in those last minutes ...
The wall she'd built, the one that could face down witches, nueri, killers ... without so much as a cringe.
Completely gone, leaving her bleeding and raw.
A stab to the heart, through the ribs, and the black came again ...
No more pain ...
***
She woke up in the church of Ezra and crawled out, on hands and knees, all the way to the Morninglord church ... where she finally collapsed, naked and mangled, in the middle of the aisle.
Soon, there were voices, and a familiar smell ...
Finn.
Oh gods, he'd found her.
He'd found her like this.
She could hear more voices above her, familiar, some soothing, but the more she woke, the more she felt.
And she screamed, she screamed so loud she thought her head would burst. She screamed and screamed until she couldn't scream anymore.
Some of the pain subsided after a moment and she turned over and wretched. Everything that had been forced into her stomach came up, including some of her own blood.
Finn.
She could hear him still, despite being unable to really see.
He'd fought to keep her safe against nueri on a few days before ... and now he saw her lying bleeding and broken on the floor ...
She hadn't wanted anyone to see her like this.
He shooed everyone away and carried her into the Lady's Rest, wrapped in his robe, staying with her through more than she could handle by herself that night alone ...
He held her as she drifted off into a fitful reverie, gripping one arm tightly ...
All he could do was watch, fighting off tears.
***
She awoke, but Finn had fallen asleep.
Water ... Throat's dry ...
Climbing out of the bed later to get a glass from Bianca, she found another she had to explain to.
His reaction was expected. Anger. Grief. Malice.
Through his screams, she cowered on the bed, curled in a ball, mangled arms over her head.
He scared her.
For the first time, she realized he truly, honestly, scared her.
His sweet, innocent Ramika.
Do you want me to lessen the cold love with warm love ...?
She couldn't deny him. She couldn't find the words. She barely realized what was going on.
He made love to her as he would, strength and dominance, pain and pleasure.
In the end ... she felt numb.
Absolutely nothing.
I love you, Ramika. You know I do.
A few words, glances, and he was gone.
And there she remained, cold, until the footsteps faded away.
In a panic, she got up clumsily, running from the destroyed room, her body wracked with pain, and crawled back into the room with Finn and into bed.
Sliding underneath his bare arm, she curled up and cried.
She let them mangle her for them ...
And now she wasn't sure it was worth it.