March 22nd, 773
There it comes, oh joy! I can barely contain myself, the encroaching epoch of my perfection. All I do now is feed, sit, and wait. It grows tiresome, but I know! Oh, I know. It's coming now, there's no time left. I'm ready, they have to take me, they have to! This wretched hunger invades my mind from my wakings hours, until my final moments before rest. I don't sleep as much, no no, not important. Sleep wastes feeding time, sleep wastes good time! Oh wretched sleep, I'll do it less now. Yes, that's it, I won't need to sleep when I'm Perfect. I won't won't won't! Besides, sleep brings the quaking fears of primal things. They are more infinite than my hunger and they won't leave me alone. I won't stand it! I won't let it be! NO NO NO! Ha, how peculiar, no matter. You're the only one who knows, really, it's good though, you're the only one who can know everything. Just a leaflet, a pile of scraps, ha! Snippets and snapshots, ha! The whole truth is vile and inconsummate, like me me me. I tire of the wait! I revile it, I despise it! I won't much longer, oh no, not much longer at all!
I have grown a hunger for him. I will taste him, he is not of a usual sort, I would like to sample the flavor of perhaps his fingers, just to see. Perhaps he'll allow it? Just the smallest finger, nothing drastic, he wouldn't mind, no? I'll inquire later, no, I can't, I won't. It'll ruin things, won't it? No no no. He won't know, when he's sleeping, when he's unconscious, just a finger, just a small finger! They're so insignificant, he won't mind it at all. No no, he shouldn't, I'll be quick, he won't know, no. The normal dregs won't do! No, I need to feed, something arcane, an experiment, no? Yes, that's all, an experiment, we'll see, write up a report. Ha, how ridiculous, but he'll see. Maybe he'll like it? He'll have to.