I was so oblivious …
I should have never contradicted my initial sense to be afraid. He had filled the threshold; a giant of a man, with a fierce great axe resting over his broad shoulder with confident ease. He was alone in the horrible place we had brought ourselves and he was at ease.
I had wished to believe him some lone champion. He conducted himself like a leader of man and his words appealed to me in a way like no other. He had passion, ambition, strength … he would bring change.
He was to make ripples.
...But he is a monster.
I was foolish enough to give him my name but by the same awe I held toward his presence, I cling to the belief that I am too meager for his like to trifle with. Even so, I have caused myself enough turmoil with my foolishness and will take the advice to remain at the Temple.
I will cower away because it is all I can do.