The crisp wind stung his wet eyes as he shambled forward.
Owls and crickets became distant sounds behind him as he left the path behind. Condensation clung to the leaves and fir in a developing frost that could only be seen faintly in the rays of moonlight visible in the forest’s fog. It was midnight or some time past it, he could not be sure. Was not keeping track, in truth, wandering so aimlessly off of the beaten, travelled path of the woods, sticks and twigs cracking under his weight, a dampness from the wild soil invading a small crack in a worn, leather boot. An ache in his bare knuckles, a warning chill ebbing through his leather jerkin, his greying beard solid where moisture from his nose and eyes fell, all reminding him of the coming of winter. Thoughts were the only company chasing him in his aimlessness, but that aside, he was alone.
Come morning, they would notice he was gone. Protocol demanded a search party to form in the event of a missing man; capture or abandonment were often the reasons these days. He had left most of his belongings behind, giving evidence to the first, and no doubt had left tracks in the wet ground as he walked. As far as he had wandered, it would take them the entire morning to find him in the fog and mist - and find him they would, he knew. They were good at what they did. Still, his destination meant it did not matter if they found him. He had built a lot of courage to decide to be a coward.
They will not be surprised, I don’t think. Not after what happened. There was comfort in that. His comrades would put it out of their minds and move on. This was war. They had a job to do, families to return to. It was something that pushed them all forward, something he once had in common with those boys and men. They have seen this before, anyway, and they were hardened and trained. There was a way to put it out of your mind. There were steps. Steps. Steps.
His first steps.A pain in his eyes was blinked away.
The rope that was neatly coiled and hanging around his arm shifted down his elbow as he moved to rub his hands together. It was colder this far into the forest. Darker. The rays of moonlight only barely illuminated the thick fog around him now. Yet the sounds of the night’s wildlife were nowhere to be heard, not even distantly behind him. How far had he walked? It was hard to be sure. Turning around, the fog was so thick he could no longer see the thicket of trees behind him from where he had been moving. Nor were the tops of the trees visible, nor the branches. As he stopped to get hold of his position, the misty fog seemed to bleed and swallow the forest. It was coming in dense through the trees around him, and he realized he could see the fog despite the lack of moonlight. It was all he could see, as if the mist itself combated the dark of the night, defying it. He swallowed hard as his heart began to beat faster.
Something is wrong. Looking all around him, it was the same everywhere, and it steadily crept closer. Surrounding him, a wall of mist and fog, thick and oppressive. Predatory. It was as if he was suddenly being circled by wolves that were steadily closing in on him.
He ran.
Visibility became nearly impossible as he dashed into the mists, panic setting in. Somewhere, the rope that was once around his arm fell onto the soil, forgotten and never to be seen again, swallowed by the mists. For some reason, he believed it could only take him if he were not moving, fear completely overtaking his rationale. The trees could only be seen when inches away from him now, the white thickness of the mists forcing him to bob and weave and duck, now overtaking what felt like the entire forest. But there had to be an end. Find the clearing. Forward. Forward. Faster. Faster.
Faster, damn you. A tree bashed into his shoulder with a sudden
crack, enough force enough to dislocate his shoulder were it not for the hardened leather he wore. Enough force to slow him, unexpected enough to make him stumble. The forest continued to betray him with the gnarled root that tripped him before he met the ground hard enough to push the air from his lungs. He did not see the dirt until he was on it. Rasping desperately for a breath, he scratched and clawed at the soil to pull himself up and keep moving; the mist was like a weight on his back. But he did not stand. He lay on his belly, neck craning to hold his head forward, his eyes white orbs opened in shock and disbelief at what was before him.
Darkness had cut through the mists to form a figure, the shadows of the trees around it clear and prominent, connecting to it like many jagged tethers. Humanoid, standing barely three feet in front of him and slouched to look down at him. They met eye to eye, he and the figure, the eyes of the shadow-like shape piercing white spheres that stood out against its black features. Familiar features. It looked at him and it looked like him, but not enough to be him. It was a face he knew. A face that was no more, was only a memory.
My son.A name formed on his lips and tried to escape his throat, but no sound came out. He tried again to speak it, to shout it, call out to it, but the mists denied him, invaded his mouth and throat to make him cough and retch. The figure reached out to him, a shadowed hand reaching down. Feebly, he tried to reach back, to let his hand meet the figure’s, but his hand shook and stopped short. His head became light and his vision began to swim, an electrical tingle coursing through his nerves as nausea set in. He blinked once, forcing himself to consciousness. He blinked twice, losing it. The last thing he felt was the cold soil on his cheek.
He woke to a dull, gray morning on the forest floor, vision coming into focus from a blur. The aches in his shoulder and chest reminded him of the night before, how he had run from the strange, imposing mist, how he had fell, and how he had seen the impossible. Seen the dead. His mind came back to him suddenly and, pushing through the pain with a groan, came to his feet, brushing mud and dirt from his face and chest from where he had collapsed. A moment to measure his surroundings told him that he was certainly lost; he had been off the path before he started running, dead of night and without a torch, but now the camp he had left behind was completely lost. They would still be looking for him at this point, and no matter how far off of the path he was, they would find him soon and welcome him with an execution for his troubles. This thought was what made his legs move. He could not be stopped here, not after what he had seen - who he had seen that night.
He can’t be far. I need to move. If I can find where he went, then… Then what? If he even saw what he thought he saw. It was impossible, he knew. Nothing could change that day. The memory and image carved into his mind. It was why he left. He would not be in the middle of this forest, lost as he was, had that day not occurred, had the paladins made the choice they did, if that prisoner had not escaped. None of it made any sense at all.
But I know what I saw.The whinny of a horse broke his concentration and snapped him to attention. Instinctively, he slide himself behind a tree, crouching low. It could only be them. But how did they get out in front of him like that? Was he so turned around that he had been running
toward the camp? Steadily, he leaned his head out to see. Through the trees, he could see a far-off clearing. A caravan of some kind made camp, barely visible in the distance and through the woods. Multiple wagons were parked in place as brightly-clothed figures wandered to and fro. Not the search party, not the enemy. He relaxed and stood up, moving out from behind the tree, walking toward them. It was the only landmark around, and certainly the only break in the forest that he could see. Perhaps they had answers.
He hailed them with a raised hand as he approached.