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Ledger of Change
« on: February 15, 2018, 12:34:40 AM »
Change is necessary. Without change men welcome idleness, numbness, and their habits become stale.
Change helps bring to light the rot in a failing idea, the loose cog in a dying machine. Systems work out of comfort, and not efficiency.
So, change is necessary.




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14 February 773

I am true, and I am faithful. The dogma is clear and it is concise in what is expected. The words are written with purpose, and yet many shy away from the grim words tucked between the uplifting ones. We cannot expect change when we will not do all that is written. My hands will craft change, and my smile will ensure that change is accepted.
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« Reply #1 on: February 16, 2018, 11:59:16 PM »
They are allowed to fester. Our inaction seeds them. Our inaction is ironic faith.




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16 February 773

I have found some luck in being late to the event in Port-a-Lucine. The "Opera House Massacre" is what they're referring to it now. A vampiric vicomte is to blame. I saw the piles of bodies, the floors slicked with innocent blood, the streets in panic. It is all over they say, but I feel that's a double-edged sword.
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« Reply #2 on: February 22, 2018, 12:22:30 PM »
Ignorance has left them at a fault. We are tossed away like a used rag.




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February 22 773

They are oblivious to the realities that exist. I don't blame them any. We are not the dominant religion here, nor will I ever expect that with the cathedral looming over the city. I do wonder if that cathedral is a mirror for the city; the further it crumbles, so does the city. Is their religion a plague? One simply full of doomsayers? Should we be the dominant religion?
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« Reply #4 on: February 24, 2018, 01:51:58 AM »
Change is bliss. Change benefits.




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February 24 773

There is another. She is another. I am not alone anymore. I am not alone. She said to me, "You bested me." I only pray she doesn't one day best me. Because companionship. I've longed for someone equal to stand side-to-side with. She's traveled here with purpose. Because my prayers have been answered.

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« Reply #5 on: February 26, 2018, 04:00:29 AM »
Change is brutal. Change is merciless. Change is unbiased.




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February 26 773

I allowed myself to grow attached. To truly become caught up in my act, my performance. I am taking things to heart. Change has happened, and I can't let it go. I can't let it stay. How do I turn away? To go forward? To not look at their faces and feel regret?

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« Reply #6 on: March 02, 2018, 05:40:11 PM »
Is change inevitable? Are we mapped by destiny? If then, is change truly change?




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March 2 773

I have found myself again unable to control my emotions. I found it impossible to bend the knee. But I am not angry. Not genuinely. I feel as if I am now the character I made for myself, for my journey. I feel what he would feel. But I can distinguish it's not real in retrospect. I need an outlet before I slip too far and can't remember what's real or not.