I have been asked a very interesting question, from various different individuals over the last few weeks I spent in these Lands of the Mists. While the land itself is embroiled in darkness, light dots the horizon, in brief flashes of hope for those that would look and listen, and in such an environment these lights can only shine bright.
However, for those that came from home, my brothers and sisters of the Realms and of the Cloth, this light is hard to see. It is clouded, oft, by the silence that enshrouds our minds.
"Has your Faith wavered at all?"
Such an interesting question, to me. We cannot hear the voices of our Patrons, our Lords, in this bleak and detached world, that much is true. None of us can. In a sense, the local priests have a blessing in disguise, that their Gods have never spoken to them, but to us it should be a universally harrowing experience. Yet I, do not feel this void.
No, I cannot even begin to describe the incredulity I feel when I am faced with such questions. It is true that we are all mortal, and all prone to mistakes, and doubt, though I am led to ask why one would take up the Cloth, should he not be able to stand such duress. Why one would take up the Cloth, if they are not so full of devotion, so as the silence of their Lord hurts them so.
My Lord walks with me wherever I go. He is in my memories, in my blood, in the very bone. What makes me an Impilturan of the Times, makes me His devout. What has made me turn away from the Triad, from a lineage of Knights and Priests of Justice, is what made me turn to His dogma. When I remember my sister, my mother, and my father, I remember that which guides me, and His silence becomes a whisper, then the roar of thunder in my heart.
My soul is full of zeal and conviction, and so it shall remain until the end of days.