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Nicoleta Nistor - The Little Witch
« on: March 12, 2017, 01:33:37 AM »
  [In what appears to be a 'Sketch Book' Is a drawing of a woman holding an umbrella in the mists, the words of the attached poem swirling around in the mists around  her]


Yes, The Most Important Word


Yes, for he is harsh.
 Yes, but there is care.
 Yes, for in his  broken callous hands
he will forever hold my freedom.

Yes, that is what I'll will utter
never will my lips fail, nor will they stutter
Yes, I will, and yes you may
Yes will bring me love in my  coming days
Yes I will, and Yes you may
On my lips, these words shall stay
« Last Edit: March 13, 2017, 06:01:47 PM by Colorfullfan »


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Re: Nicoleta Nistor - The Little Witch
« Reply #2 on: March 23, 2017, 10:57:45 PM »
March Twenty Third, 772

I woke up in the  port this morning,
my skin  against  the floors of the temple
I'm not sure how I got here...


I am remember getting on a Caravan
Filled with hooded  faces,
saying they'd would take my on an adventure
to new and exciting places.
I was eager to roam, to feel my feet in the sands,
to let the words leave my mouth, to let my magic play against my hands

So there I went, without hesitation
On my destination, my deathly vacation.

The floor is cold, as it creeps across my skin
a constant reminder of the situation I'm in.
But I must pick myself off, and brush off my limbs
Make up an excuse when he asks where I've been

This  is the life of danger I must lead
I must grow with him, so he does not dare to leave.




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Re: Nicoleta Nistor - The Little Witch
« Reply #3 on: April 10, 2017, 09:00:52 AM »
[This entry is sloppily written,  in the last stanza , it is clear she put a lot of pressure down unto the page  the ink bleeding unto the next page along with her anger]
April 3rd, 772

She's younger
She's smaller
she's the mirror image of me, only better.
Her hands lack naivety
her vjara is advanced
Years more of practice than I .
I don't stand a chance.

His strength is growing more so
with each and passing day
I am being replaced, is she his new muse?


I hardly eat
Sleep is a distant friend.
Is this the end?
I am no longer his "Little witch?"
For she is littler, her vjara is more advanced.
My name is meant to be victorious but I am only second best.

Nicoleta, Nicoleta, helpless, useless, Barovian  Nicoleta.
I can't go back to being just another Nicoleta.

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Re: Nicoleta Nistor - The Little Witch
« Reply #4 on: April 10, 2017, 09:17:38 AM »
Apirl 10th, 772
It was always,
Straighten your back Nicoleta,
Fix your hair Nicoleta,
Smile , Nicoleta.
Watch your brothers Nicoleta.
Learn how to be a good wife and mother Nicoleta,
Pinch your cheeks, paint your lips Nicoleta
Cover your skin
Don't Speak, Nicoleta
Stop thinking so much, Nicoleta.
Be more friendly, Nicoleta.

It was never,
Be you Nicoleta,
Be Free, Nicoleta,
Be strong Nicoleta,
Be Independent, Nicoleta,
Be who you are Nicoleta,
Wear what you wish Nicoleta,
Be confident in your own skin Nicoleta

Oh.. Dearest Mother.
If only you could see your darling Nicoleta now.
 
Cry yourself to Sleep, Nicoleta,
Barely eat Nicoleta,
Drink till you don't know who you are, Nicoleta
Show your skin Nicoleta,
Fake a smile, Nicoleta
Risk your life, Nicoleta
Become an object, Nicoleta
Fall in love Nicoleta,
Keep Falling Nicoleta
Always falling, Nicoleta.
Always Jealous, Nicoleta

Where are you, Nicoleta?


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Re: Nicoleta Nistor - The Little Witch
« Reply #5 on: April 16, 2017, 06:37:05 PM »
Apirl 15th 772

I did not mean to smile at her
I did not  mean for her to kiss me
I did not  mean for her to get attached
I did not  mean to tell her the truth
I did not  mean for her to follow me
I did not  mean for her to get so angry
I did not mean for her to get so heartbroken
I did not  mean for he to become so... distasteful
I did not mean for  it, but it happened.
This always
happens.
Why, oh why does this always happen?

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Re: Nicoleta Nistor - The Little Witch
« Reply #6 on: April 17, 2017, 01:16:04 PM »


Apirl 16th, 772

I thought about her the other noapte. . .

What happens when one walks away?

I assume she cried, in the same sense I did for her.
Perhaps I'm fooling myself.

I assume that the  woman she was with ,was another one of her lovers.
Perhaps I'm imagining things.


I assume that when she thinks about myself, it only brings her heartake.
Perhaps I am being too self centered.

I'm slipping away from him,
Perhaps it is because he started slipping away first.

 I thought about writing to her,
Perhaps it would only make things worse.

I thought about running to her,
but I ran to him first.

I thought about telling her the truth
that I loved two at one time.

But I simply shook my head.
I didn't kiss her goodbye.
He is allowed to cheat,
but that is not a life I could ever live by.

I thought about her the other Noapte
how I longed to kiss her head.
I simply put my quill down
and cried myself to bed.


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Re: Nicoleta Nistor - The Little Witch
« Reply #7 on: April 20, 2017, 07:02:20 PM »
The words I'm Forbidden To Say.

To my brother, the purest heart alive.
The man who is frowned upon, all for a  single lie.
The domn who held me when I cried, who read me books to sleep.
While I can never speak these words,
Close to my heart you will keep.

To my friend Alexandru, I will never forget the way you let me dream
How much I loved tu , how I smiled when you'd fall alseep
For a friend, is all I took tu for,
I regret that I lied to tu, that I left tu striving for more.

To the Domna with the sweetest smile, the most sincere expressions.
My apologies for disregarding all your heart-felt confessions.
I know that you are strong, stonger than the many
but never question my love for you,
for which I had a plenty.

To the domn who owns my heart and my being
my youth I will give to tu,
the only words I wish to say,
is am I not enough for tu?
You say that I am everything, everything tu have ever wished.
But yet I hear the rumors, of all the  domna's tu long to kiss.
I fear the day when my wrinkles settle in
What will happen to the  little Witch?
Who will love her then?


Not the domn that read her books to sleep
Not the domn who gave her dreams, without any of his own to keep
Not the domna who had the sweetest smile.
for they are all gone now.
and they have been gone for awhile.

But this words I will never dare to say,
For the Little Witch, has her box, and in her box she will stay
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Re: Nicoleta Nistor - The Little Witch
« Reply #8 on: April 22, 2017, 01:51:27 AM »
Barovian wine.
Courage in a Bottle.
Strength in A sip.

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Re: Nicoleta Nistor - The Little Witch
« Reply #9 on: May 12, 2017, 12:02:16 AM »
I didn't leave a note for him
I didn't say goodbye.
I looked at the mark he left on my leg.
... I had to hold my breath not to cry.

This life it is not healthy,
My life it is not right.
How am I suppose to be worthy enough to be his woman?
When for him, I am not even worth the fight?

How hard must the word love be to say?
It's all I need to hear.
Not an engravement on my leg,
Not to be crowned witch of the year.

I need three words.
Not more, not any less.
But I will never hear him speak those words.
For am I secound best.

I packed my bags, I walked right out.
Did not even leave a note.
I sit here, inside the vallaki walls
weak, unwanted, no purpose.
I look outside at this loveless life, and I think to myself.

" You dug this hole, you deserve it."
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Re: Nicoleta Nistor - The Little Witch
« Reply #10 on: May 12, 2017, 11:14:18 PM »
Internal:


He walked up right to me, the way he towered.
He smiled at me, the way he drowned my power.
He smirked, I smirked in return.
After all this heartache, you'd think a girl would learn.

He'll run.
Hurt, and destory you.
Don't smile, don't tilt your pretty head.

I ignored these voices, and smiled back instead.

He picked me up when I fell.
He dusted off my knees.
He is making me whole again.

But how long will this Last?

What about your family, Nicoleta?
Your dearest Brother Nicoleta?


I didn't think I just smiled, I linked my finger around his.
He was warm, gentle to the touch.
There was hope.

Hope is gone Nicoleta.
Go back to where you belong Nicoleta.
You were never meant to live a happy life Nicoleta.


But he smiled at me, and I smiled back.
Despite what happens, I don't take anything back.
He put me in a fix..

 So dearest voices, muse me this.. Why could'nt a barovian love a witch?




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Re: Nicoleta Nistor - The Little Witch
« Reply #11 on: May 15, 2017, 02:57:35 PM »
Power.
Fire in an instant.
Death in a breath.
I know I should regret this, but taking her life was the most..
thrilling thing I've done yet.

He'll be happy.
Yes he will be pleased.
For his little witch is living up to her potential.
What will she do next?
Her story is unwritten, as she takes her foes last breath.


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Re: Nicoleta Nistor - The Little Witch
« Reply #12 on: May 16, 2017, 06:34:48 PM »
As I sail to the midway,
my hair is flying free.
I grin as my eyes, wash over vallaki.
I leave my crimes behind, a life that was never meant for me.
I do not shed a tear, for even my brother has abandoned me.
Not in  his actions, not by his words.
His eyes are dark,  judgemental.
.... For...
Little sister does not knit.
Litter sister does not sew.
Little sister does not clean his dishes.
Little sister, does not look over to him,
instead she looks up.
Longing to see the man,
she had pledged her youth.

Will he be mad? For his prize has run away?

Let him hurt me, I like the pain anyway.

What if he does not accept tu back, what will you do then?

I'm stronger than when I left, my beauty is pronouced.
Trust me, my dearest master will have nothing to complain about.

Why could'nt you just stay at home, and be his little sister?


Because I am Nicoleta.

and I was meant to be more than just a Nistor.

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Re: Nicoleta Nistor - The Little Witch
« Reply #13 on: May 23, 2017, 07:11:43 AM »
All I needed was an

I love you, Lottie.

To stay.
Stay I will.
Stay I must.
But for once,

Stay I wish.

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Re: Nicoleta Nistor - The Little Witch
« Reply #14 on: May 30, 2017, 02:00:28 AM »
Survival.

He made it sound so simple.
As he does everything.

Kill or be killed.
Run or be chased.
Fight back or cower.
He always made it sound so simple.

But it's not simple.
It's not- It can't be!
A life is a Life, and I've already taken unu, how could I take another?

I could'nt.
I can't.

You Must

I Must?
Then it is settled.
It is simple.
It is always.

I  must.

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Re: Nicoleta Nistor - The Little Witch
« Reply #15 on: June 06, 2017, 09:15:19 AM »
I couldn't do it.
I'm weak.
I lifted my hand, the energy left it set heat to skin.
But he didnt even blink.

This moment still haunts me .
With Skyla it was satisfying
 she cried she screamed .
She made me feel like the monster I am .
The monster he has made me .

But Jacob was different
 he hardly flinched.
He treated it as if someone had stepped on his toe .
He made me feel useless
 inadequate.
Perhaps I am.

I wanted him to feel pain.
I wanted him to feel sorry that he had hurt me. I wanted something .

Vargas has grown cold lately .
It is obvious now that am I nothing but an object.
How I tested this theory?
Once he couldn't play with his toy, he left it.

I am an it , I am not a person, I am not his little witch. I am his it , and that's all I will ever be .

So I let out a breath , let the cold chill of the old noapte run across my skin .

For I am a monster, and a monster he has made me .


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Re: Nicoleta Nistor - The Little Witch
« Reply #16 on: June 17, 2017, 07:31:38 AM »
Girl

I have earned many titles, lately the following are accurate:

Whore
Cheater
Murderer
Witch
Liar
Thief


But
Girl

Is not a title I have earned, nor one that I deserve.
Call me what I am.

Woman
Nicoleta
Lottie
Little Witch

But don't you dare, call me a girl.
For a girl is a innocent, wholesome child.
And that is a title, that I lost some time ago.

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Re: Nicoleta Nistor - The Little Witch
« Reply #17 on: June 17, 2017, 07:35:03 AM »
She knows.
In those cold- Monsterous eyes.
She knows.


She takes joy in my pain,
She takes pride in my defeat.
She will pull him away from me If I am not careful.

Today, I am weak.
So I smile at the enemy.
But tomorrow I will be strong,
and the enemy will wish she would've smiled at me.


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Re: Nicoleta Nistor - The Little Witch
« Reply #18 on: June 22, 2017, 04:52:27 AM »
This will be the  last entry.
My last words to ever be put on paper.
The time has come, where I must give in.
Where I must stop running.

My quill is down, and my hands are  tied.

So with this, I will hang from the gallows.
His glowing eyes in my mind,
as my lips quiver into my last  smile,
as I take a breath one last time,
as I part my lips open,

and give my last airy goodbye.

My last goodbye to mother,
for I  was never the daughter you dreamed I would be.

My last goodbye to my father,
who put his faith in me.

My Last Goodbye to my brother,
which will be the hardest of all.
For I will lock eyes with him, when the rope tugs at my neck.
The whole Citedel will stare, wondering what you will do next.
I will look at him with pain, and a life filled with regret.
For, even with all your faults...
It was you I loved the best.

My Last Goodbye to Alexandru,
the man that tried to understand me.

My Last Goodbye to Skyla
The woman that tried to fix me.


My last goodbye to Vargas,
The man that tried to love me,
Control me,
and own me.
I finally set you free.

Now I am prepared
 to  part my lips, just one last time.
To stare upon the crowd, and give my last airy goodbye.





Nicoleta Nistor.

"The Little Witch"





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Re: Nicoleta Nistor - The Little Witch
« Reply #19 on: June 24, 2017, 11:26:24 PM »
[A new entry is written, however the handwriting is different, the wording, the everything is, likely someone else has acquired this journal.]

Nicoleta was th' gal I fell in love with, th' gal who broke my heart, th' gal who without a second thought left me bleedin' in th' streets.
And foolishly, th' gal I will love until my last breath.
One can't control who ya love.

Those beautiful green eyes have witnessed much horror,
The eyes that starred at me when she cackled in laughter as I laid bleeding on the road.
But those are th' pained eyes that looked at a broken woman
As she left with one last kiss.

She's not th' demon, th' witch that everyone knows,
She's th' woman I love, flawed but everything is not her fault,
It's all...


HIS FAULT...

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Re: Nicoleta Nistor - The Little Witch
« Reply #20 on: October 11, 2017, 09:55:08 PM »
The Journal of the assumed dead witch had been discarded and left for quite the time, however. There seems to be a new journal, a new chapter. The handwritting is messy and bearly legiable, as if someone had written it with thier opposing hand.
This new Journal bears one single entry, that reads:



ThE L
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WITCH
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