« on: December 20, 2016, 04:45:08 AM »
I can still feel her blood running down my hand.
The first innocent life I have taken, or so I believe. I did not know her, and I did not care for her. I do not mourn her death, her death caused by my hand, and nor will I ever. Though her blood... her blood continues to flow. Not down, but up, burrowing itself into mine wrists, mine hands that worked the kill; into mine nostrils, that smelled her odor; into mine eyes that saw her, in her last moments of life, twitch, and crumble into a husk of flesh, and cease... cease her existence.
We are all hold the power to pluck and severe the little spark that is called life from each other. We do so continuously, with little care. We do so because we wish to, because those we kill are in our way. If we did not wish to kill, truly, we would not, for there is no reason to inflict death on each other. Even the most virtuous of men and women cannot forever abstain from this, and when they fall into this trap of the collective, could not deny that even if they regret the act of killing, they have done so for a reason... for they wished to do so. For they were compelled, to do so.
We are all bound by conflict, by difference of motive, by difference of mind. Our emotions flare, and what is right or wrong becomes nothing against what we believe to be truth. And those that come against us, will either kill, or be killed - as will we.
I know what I hold to be true, what I hold to be my belief and my hope. I am ready to do what is needed of me for what I wish, and if death is needed for what I wish, then death will follow.
I cannot wash away her blood.
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