The Broken Bell, Vallaki, Barovia - Late Summer
When I set out from Blackburn's Crossing, I had little idea what I was searching for, or even where I was going. Days and weeks started to blur, and writing, was my solace, my crutch, my attempt to keep some measure of sanity and calm. I have heard it said that when one is locked away in a prison or jail, alone and forgotten for countless months and years, the written word can be sweet beyond compare, a kiss of life, a breath unchained. In the written word, one can experience a myriad of lifetimes, a steed harnessed to ones inner mind, avenues of endless contemplation and reflection. In the darkness of the void, the written word is a brilliant beacon of light.
What then, is the measure of the written word when life seems shining, golden and blissful? I have found that its value changes, slackens.
I had felt myself so truly happy within the embrace, the care, the confidence, the tutelage... The love of Cyrus Gallant. Written word can only go so far to describe. I falter at such, uncertain of myself in that regard. Sometimes, I think, the stroke of art with brush or pencil, of the world and the life we lived, can come closer to grasping the veracity of these moments. Perhaps these drawings of those times can establish a better record of what I destroyed in anguish and rage.
My long hunt for those that murdered Cyrus eventually revealed his killers. A coven most foul... both vampires, and lycans. Hardly has a dark alliance such as this been known throughout the Core. Very few, know the truth of the matter, the master that commands such machinations. This is not the time for Heroes. That... era, is past. I believe it to have been gone, centuries ago, now.
I find myself wondering of what might have been if I had followed the sage advice of Inquisitor Veritas sooner. But I have chosen this path. The past can not be altered, nor is it something to be thought of with whimsy or regret. There is order to the events of my life. There is purpose. Nothing occurs without reason. The Grand Scheme is always present. The Lady in the Mists guides us.
I have been accepted into the Templar Order of the Fourth Sect of Ezra. The vigilant shall sunder the corrupt, and cleanse these mortal realms. My soul is in her service, my blade ready to destroy the Legion. I will see the faithful protected, and I will prepare for the final battle, the Time of Unparalleled Darkness.
My entire life has been preparation for these coming trials. Blessed be Ezra, our Eternal Guardian.
Tomorrow, I shall be-- [the writing here is suddenly ended, the final letters scrawled across the page, as if the pen was suddenly torn away with abruptness]