A small case scroll sealed with wax is found one evening on the shelter's altars located with a small bag of coins totalling 150. To any that might read to scroll on its outside casing a smaller letter in common reads.
May the messages inside here be delivered to those intended and not read to any other. And though the donation small may whatever it can do be used properly.
Inside the case is found several sealed letters witha simple dot of wax
==To Dallium Merrymead==
To the one close to my heart even now, may you forgive me for what I have become and have done. If you would care to might you seek me where we shared an evening quietly, where the sun rising light shone on us both. And a large monster interupted the time we sought in the others arms. Even now dallium I regret what I've done, yet i've been betrayed by so many and left to rot during my darkest hours. You once told me that you'd always be there to help me, yet you weren't. Perhaps if we see each other I shall explain more, and ask the question plaquing me so badly. Why?
==To Garison==
Garison I asked you one night why you helped Julia, yet you wouldnt answer. I know she was doing her job in capturing me. Yet you said with the others that you were only there to talk to me, not harm me. Yet in your actoins you let me suffer and die in that bag. I hated you then for that Garison. But sulking in that cell for a time healed that wound of hate. All i want to know now Garison. Is why did you go back on your word? Why?
==To Aran==
Aran I could imagine your either quite confused, or angry or who know's what by my actions that night so long ago. Still what has been done is done, and my time shall be soon ended. Either by my own hands, Julia's, or the guards. I wished to say that i'm sorry for the words i said, but i can not go back to what I was I suppose we are enemies now in a way. But i want you to know that if the situations were reversed. I'd do all I could to help. Still I suppose after everything there is no redemption for me. Only darkness that i fall ever further into. To end Aran, I've heard some of the work you do to stop the afiled spirt, and to whatever wishes it may bring may your efforts bring you fruit and success.
==To Celuurion Morninglord==
Celurion, you and I havent exactly ever seen eye to eye on things, when I was still with teh clergy I mean. You called me rash, arrogant, self-centered, but i digress. You were right in many ways, I was, and still am. But duty is something we both share in our own ways Celurion, and though a part of me blames my fall to your actions with Carmac. I want you to know that, I do not factor that to what I did. My actions were my own, and should we meet and should our meeting be one where we fight. I shall do all I can to make any pain i cause you as minumal as possible. I only ask that you not be the one to strike me down. That I ask is in another letter to the others. Still if it is by chance it is you that does so. I thank you.
==To Brother Maynard==
Maynard, its been a long time since you and I spoke. A long time since you and i trained together. You gave me so much and I thank you for that truly I do. But I also amd regretful of that training as well. As had i not learned it perhaps that night of my fall would not have happened. I tried my hardest for so long to be as talented as you are. Words and deeds drove me to the light of what I did for the time I was with you all. And even though it may sound odd I wanted to know that you were like a father figure to me. Something that I never truly had. I ask though that should we meet in battle that you allow Dallium to strike me down, as I'm sure you were aware he and i were....close. But if it is your hand that breaks me, i know that it shall be quick, and mercyful. Thank you for everything.
==To Father Zaceha==
Father if you are reading this then I am glad. For it means you received my letter, and I also hope it means the others have as well. I can only imagine that disapointment you felt upon hearing of the murders that I caused. But there is a long story behind what led to it. And I shall try to explain that fall here and now, while i still can. Two years ago when i was still young to the clergy Maynard and I were behind the temple and ran into a powerful vampire, which i'm sure you recall. At the time we thought that was the end. However, sadly it wasnt. He had tainted my mind to his control and used me against the clergy secretly. I tried to tell you tot he limted degree but it seems there was no one that figured it out. It slowly drove me insane in a way, and in desperation i sought help at the asylum, both to get help for myself and to aide a child that is there. Or...least was last i knew. Still the vampire returned, and sought me out breaking what little control i had left in holding back my dark past and anger. I have tried for so long to forget about my former history before the mists, so long to run from it. Yet this vampire brought it back in full corse and stirred my mind to confusion. It was during this that. The events that led to my fall occured. I do not call the clergy my enemy not less they attack those i now dwell with. I mean none of you harm. I just want peace to the darkness that i have fallen to. I'm sorry for any harm that I may have brought from teh guards to you or the others. Please fell free to read this letter as well to those of the clergy. Its no excuse in the end i know. But it seems my mother's evil's are also in this land. And she whispers to me from teh shadows many times. Once i find her and rid myself of her, then i shall seek the clergy out if i survive. And hopefully find the peace i seek.
Lining the edges of each letter are a few tears and a few drops of red blood of some kind.
//OOC to any that these letters are addressed to feel free to respond and DW/holy rage also feel free to chim in. I'd like it if you are possible to do so in replying thanks